Atonement?

By Lusterdragon72

5.8K 151 123

We all have regrets. We all smile. We all frown. Sometimes all we need is an encouraging word from others or... More

Introduction
Background Story
Character Log
P; The Bond of A Relationship
P; Weakness of Thee
P; Something More?
P; Getting Rid Of My Conscience T: Desperate
P;I Just Want To Be Happy T: Annoyed Hopeless Frustrated
P;Nightmare T;Relaxed
P;The Trustworthy Bunch T;Happy/Thoughtful/Confused/Unsure
P; The Truth Speaks T; Hopeful, Cheerful
P;Whoever You Are T;Questionable/Confused/Desperate/Willing
Insert, Paste
P; Cut 'Em Deep T: Hurt/ Curious/ Sad
Paste
P:What I Don't Want To Say
P; Holidays? T: Curious/ Confused
Breaker One
P; Contradiction One T: Sick/Annoyed
P: Self Conscious Maniac T: Thinking
Notice one
P: Who are you (Contradiction Two) T: Confused/Hopeful
Entry: School Day And Publishing
P: Worst Enemy T: Self Conscious
P; Don't let me fall in love with you T; Thoughtful/ Dazed
E/P: Dare
E: On the way to Region Band
P: Give Me A Reason To Smile T:Thoughtful, Hurt, Confused, Sad
P: Eternal Sleep T: Discouraged
P: Forever T: Lacking Self Confident
P: A Part Of Me T: content
P: Addiction to you T: Content
P: Reason To Live T: Yearning/ Hopeful/ Aggravated
Breaker Two
P: Your World T: Thoughtful/Amused/Amazed
P: Amusing Stupidity T:Amused/ Content
P: Questioning The Favor T:Frustarted/ Curious
Notice Two
P: Myself T:Empty/ Curious
P: Lack Of Self Esteem T: Deep Thought
P: Suicidal T: thoughtful/ annoyed/ concerned
E: anxious and importance
P: Sway T: Sick, frustrated
P: Distance between you and me T:thoughtful, hopeful
P: Vow unknown T: confused/ desperate
P: Forgiveness Plead T: Torn, Hurt, Guilty
P: Best Friend And a Phase TL Hopeful
P: the want of being awake
I: Musician Story, Chapter One
Breaker three
P: The Apology T: Regret/ confused
P: How smart am I? T: confused/ analytic
P: Abc's about me T:Content/ Curious
E: February 9 , 2013
P: Good times T: Ecstatic, happy,
E: Responsibility
P: Live On Forever
P: Letter T: Confusion
Review For Divergent By Veronica Roth. E: My Reading interest
E: Short excerpt of the day. T: Upset
P: Everlasting Love T: Unbelievable
E: Taking up time on the plane. T: ecstatic
P: The one I don't want to lose. T: thoughtful
P: Way back when (Atonement? Version) T: Thoughful
P: My Style Poetry T: Hyper/Upset
Breaker Four
P:Lusterdagon72 acraynem T:Content
P: Young T: Hopeful
P: Segragation T: Amazed
P: Segregation Acronym T: Curious
P: Clever T: Curious
P: Places T: Content
P: World Of My Own. Tone: Thoughtful
P: Free T: Happy
P: Afraid Of Forever T: Afraid/ Happy/ Worried
P: Not Knowing What To Think T: Confused
P: Being Me T: Thoughtful
P: Heart T: Unhappy/ Passionate
P: Sweet Home called, "Texas" T:Happy
P: Lost In Music T: Inspired
P: Change? T: Thoughtful
Breaker Five
P: Feelings T:Anger
E: Publishing Insecurities
P: Fool's Day T:Angry/Content
P: Something More T: Happy. Ecstatic
E:Freedom Vs Equality
E: Three Accomplishments For Today T: Happy
P: Friend's Assurance T:Curious/ Happy
E: True Intentions T: Happy/ Thoughtful
P: Inside T:Thoughtul
P: A Twist In Love T: Hopeful/Willing
P: Interpretation Of Others T: Curious. Confused
P: Writing Is My Soul T: Inspired
P: Birthday Wish T: Upset/ Angered/ Hopeful
E: Relationship Analyze T:Angry/Frustrated
P: At The Beach T: Inspired/ Curious
P: Madness T:Frustrated
Are You Stalking Me...?
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P; Homicide or suicide

131 6 5
By Lusterdragon72

Tone: Hopeful, confused, disappointed

Date: July 24th, 2012

Homicide or suicide

I see your crooked smile

It’s been like that for a while

That stare you have directed at me

It’s like you want me to make it disappear

The despair that lies before your eyes

I can see it as well as day light

The thirst you have

It confuses me

The yearn for a friend but an enemy, as well

The want for more than this

The hope that there’s nothing less

You wish for much as I can tell

But this wish is something that leads to hell

Deep down inside you feel the want

To obliterate them all—everyone

So why stare at me

Why look with those eyes

Do you expect more from me?

I am suicide you are homicide

We are destined to be apart

Unless there’s that unlucky one who inherits both of our traits

Then there’s trouble

Who are you?

Homicide or suicide?

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