I lied when I said it was alright
I lied when I said there were tears I never cried
You left me just when I started to need you
You left me with promises yet to be fulfilled
The pain and hurt echo
Like a never ending maze I stumble
Searching for the light I wonder
Will it ever come?
Will I ever find it?
What was the point of this all if there isn't a happy ending
Right?
Like all the broken promises I try to reassure myself
You hurt me more than I can ever fathom
Your betrayal scars
Your empty promises resound throughout this emptiness
But your ignorance hurts the most
You don't notice the forced smile
The puffy eyes from the tears I cried
The insecurity that sticks to me like an odorless stench
I want to be wanted
I need to feel again
I wait painfully
For the day the pain resides
When the smile comes naturally
I wait painfully
To feel whole .. again