After a term
Luckily, the term has ended and the teacher has switched our sits.
You were sitting at the front row while I was sitting at the back row.
After that incident, I didn't dare to talk to you.
Everytime I see you, I would immediately turn my body towards the opposite direction and start running to hide myself from you.
I hide myself from you because I cannot endure more pain...
I didn't dare to text you as well, because I was a coward.
However, sometimes when I see you walking with a boy down the hallway, laughing...
I felt jealous... I envied him being able to stand so close to you yet being able to hear your laughter...
It would be a blessing to hear your laughter...