poetry

s e v e n

i want to feel wanted from my
blood family not the ones that
say they are.
i want to feel your love
engage within me,
but you run your hands
along her hips and thighs,
press your lips to both of hers/
to his lips and shaft ,
when you come home your ready
to leave again.
i want to feel wanted but,
but I'm not wanted by you
Or them.
why?