what do you call the color of the sky after the pouring down rain?
what do you call the ringing in your ears that clogs your brain?
what do you call the late nights where you need to sob but the tears won't spill over?
what do you call the creeping depression when you're no longer sober?
what do you call the everyday rain only you seem to see?
what do you call the heartbreak and fear after a nightmare, a broken dream?
what do you call the feeling after the end of a phone call?
what do you call the emotion you feel when you've lost it all?
i call it melancholy.
and all it does is follow me.