❄Sound of the sun rising at the end of the darkness
In a corner of my room where the night is still stagnated
Falling apart piece by piece ❄
I'm missing home
I felt darkness slowly eating me up... 🌑
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▫◽◻When I close my eyes Slow it's your voice again
Your breath, your smile touch me
I want you..
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I really do..
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On my lips Flow your name again
I'm holding it so full, I run as fast as possible like I'm gonna explode ◻◽▫▫
But in the end... ♥
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" Caress the old wound and blow on it
Find the key, that's when I finally open my heart
I wanna leave
What I need the most right now
Is a pair of shoes that will take me somewhere
So that I won't hurt, so that I won't stop
So that I won't tire anymore So long so long..
Will we ever meet at the end of this road
Did we cross as we wandered in the maze "
I was slowly sinking deep in love with one of books I found here in the library it named 'hidden tears ', I went with sakura she leave to get us something to drink I was busy reading with so much passion that I didn't really notice when sakura bought with her 3 cup of coffee and someone so familiar I finally get my memory refreshed she must be the girl from the airplane Oh man how come all of this it is coincidence when I saw her face she also chocked to see me but she quickly blow me a soft smile
Her smile..
How come she's so pretty in very affectionate way
I'm very big fan of her dad food line It's really tasty but expensive at the same time she must be very rich
She's kind of shy around me
But she greeted me anyway
" hey I'm really happy to meet you again and thank you one more time "
Oh she really did embarrassed me
Sakura seems confused so I explained to her immediately
" Oh I saw her in the airplane last time having a hard time so I kinda fix it for her she's sweet I like her " I smiled reaching my dimples I was honest tho
Sakura smiled back "emm so what about we three hang out together this evening" sakura said I was going to refuse but seeing the girls exited planing already what's we gonna do, so I proposed an idea that will fit me the most since I don't want to stay up and out all night so I eventually showed my thoughts
" Em what about a sleepover in my dorm " I said excitedly
"that sound nice" sakura added
" I really do have nothing to eat left in my dorm but I really got alot of movies " I said as we took our way out of the library heading out of the university since it was 5am already
" no problem I can get us a lot of diverse delicious food and sweets "
Jane said confidential
We trust as she lead us into very long string as we found a very big glossy colored wall in pink velvety the lighting was so powerful that it seemed like it'll blind us but in the inside was more calm and peaceful and very luxuriously decorated they basically got a large listed popular and mondial food
When we entered all the servers bowed to us once they noticed Jane presence so I immediately knew she was the owner of the thing
She politely ordered the servers multiple salade and some Italian food and sushi and california roles and some chicken and cheese burgers as me and sakura take our seats waiting for her to order
Once she finished she came with different boxes that was very generous from her part but that probably will last long in my refrigerator and it cost very much more than I expected
" what about we'll check the coffee shop upstairs in case we need some sweets late in the night "
We get to the shop in the opposite direction and I personally fell in love with the vintage decorated area I mentally imaginate me there chilling and booking in a cozy state in the weekend morning
We bought some fruit juice and muffins and cheese cake we take then we took our way out heading to my place we unconsciously get along together very well like me and sakura sometimes get savage insulting each other and Jane try uselessly to stop us from eating each other seriously in the fight
When we entered my place we eventually got crazy we start dancing in kpop songs not caring about the neighbours judgements then we watched a romantic film that makes Jane tear up endlessly opposite to me and sakura that we was bored to death when the film end up we immediately start eating like hungry pigs getting to know more about each other sakura fav colour is grey she can pull off sexy clothes so beautifully because of her tall figure and model like body she broke up with someone last year in Japan that caused her to feel depressed and cut her hair short but she suitable to short red hair the best, she's with a new guy named namjoon she do not really 'love him' since she can't trust people dearly anymore but she said he's great person with good manners so she gave him a chance but recently she is very into him I bet you she'll fall for him so badly
Jane is very gentle girl her favourite colour is purple she never been in relationship before which I don't really understand because her fascinating beauty but she is kind of shy not really had self-confidence in her body, me and sakura try to refrain her from hating herself telling her basically the truth, she's the only child in her wealthy family so she grew up like princess, but she's much like me and sakura searching for independence following our dreams so she came here alone she stays in the university dorms with her roommate that I was kind of shocked to know he was 'park jimin' ?
I tried successfully hiding my shock she wants her first kiss to be beside the castle in Disney land like fairytale books
I told them my favourite colour is black I'll not stop loving it until they invente a darker colour I hate talking about myself but I told them about my lovely sister and my mom how I get here they were kind of surprised about my past and I can't really know the reason maybe because of my cold apparent I also told them that I'll go on a date with Jane's roommate she was empressed as well
As we finished eating we spend the rest of the night chilling together telling jokes and spelling our most ridiculous experience we got very close with each other I was searching for a job because I can't take it anymore, when I did tell them about my trouble Jane asked me if I'm fine with working in their coffee shop It seems very good idea since I loved that place she practically told me that I could start for tomorrow afternoon and she'll deal with it
We woke up next morning with a huge mess I woke up first so early as always I quickly cleaned the mess we caused last night I prepared my stuff in my bag my books my glasses and phone and my keys I took a quick shower clothing my skin with black oversized sweat with black short that sounds just like boxers just for protection I put on light fondation to cover my blue baggy eyes I just put mascara is enough because I had natural long eyelashes it makes me sound like I'm wearing a heavy makeup when I'm actually not
I put on some light chapstick then I straightened my light brown hair
I woke up this hopeless silly girls having a hard time, sakura didn't got class this morning she wants to go on a date with that namjoon guy
We three get out sakura was taking too long with her makeup stressing about her appearance even if we did content her otherwise that she's just finely gorgeous
Me and Jane farewell her and leave to the university I felt like she wanted to tell me something but I didn't want to pressure her so I let it be we walked in strange silence but then she suddenly talked
" Em... (y/n) are you emm by any chance dating jimin " she said hesitated
Em so she's basically referring to her roommate if she's hesitate to ask this kind of questions she must be hiding some feeling for him, did she like him ?
Oh God I really hate this kind of drama
" No.. And I have no plan to do so " I
Said immediately
So I really have to stop him from doing the shit
The day went normally I was mostly studying in preparation to the next exam after a month or so
I spent most of the time reading under one of the trees in the large garden behind the building of the library
I didn't notice when I found him staring firmly into my soul he somehow seems pissed over something I can't probably guess, he finally start to absorb my attitude so he's not sweet with me anymore
And it's fine with me as well since he actually realise that I'm not easy to play with
" you didn't really gave me a proper unswer " he said impatiently
I just left the shaded area without bearing to answer him properly he suddenly catch my wrist forcefully like he was transferring his own pain into fisiqual attention I hate hurting him since I like him back to but I need to let him go it's okey being the bad person here I kinda used to it, but I really can't resist traits my friend
" I can't be more than friend with you it may be harmful but I have my reasons that you will discover it upon time " I said with my usual cold face
He seems confused but he knew that he can't get to know more than I informed him so he just gave up trying with maybe he decided to patient with me
" Fine lets be F.R.I.E.N.D.S "
He smiled cutely at me that melted my heart and hurted me at the moment knowing he was just being friendzoned but he still want to be close to me no..I can't fall for him it's not safe I got no time it just 4 years and I'll be back where I truly belong to..
Autour note : Ohhh I'm finally done with act one it may be poorly writing but the information above are all needed in the ACT two that I promised will be more exciting and better writing then the pervious one but it surely get me more time to finish it perfectly please don't give up on the book and please tell me your opinion it's my first book so please don't kill me if it's not that good
Spoiler : act two will contain a criminals act done by one the most dangerous gangs named DND two persons unexpected from act one are active members