Hi kay Uglybelly_24 💕sobrang salamat sa suporta💕
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Ayla.
I hate him kasi napakalandi nya! Tas pumapatol pa sa bata. Fuck! Ang dami namang pokpok dito na nagkalat
Wag mo na syang isipin Ayla, kukulo lang ang dugo mo also ano naman kung may kadate sya?! Wala kang karapatang magselos!
Isa pa tong subconcious ko! Palagi akong sinasampal sa katotohanan
Nagulat ako ng biglang may humarang sa daan ko na lalaki. Gwapo ito at maputi and he's checking me out
Wearing a short skirt and t-shirt, I didn't know that I can make men drool over me
"Hi I'm Luke" pagpapakilala nya and his smiling like a faggot
"And I'm someone who doesn't want to know you" pangbabara ko sakanya at lalampasan na sana siya
Boys like him are only up for bed. Trust me kagaya lang nya ang mga lalaki sa New York na napaka liberated.
"Ops, cmon Miss gusto ko lang makilala ka" pagpupumilit pa nya sabay hapit sa beywang ko
Napasinghap ako at tinulak sya pero hindi ito kaya ng lakas ko
My adrenaline went nuts because I know that I'm in a fucking danger
"Let me go!" Inis kong sigaw at tinulak tulak sya
Trying to free from his pervert grasp
At nagulat nalang ako nung may humila sakin ng may pagkalakas lakas kaya ako nakawala dun sa manyak
"Bat ka ba nangingialam?! Ha?!" Sigaw nung Luke kay Yvam at mukhang makikipagsuntukan na ito
Damn! Ayokong magkanda gulo gulo dito. Kaya pumagitna ako sakanila
"Yvam let's go huwag mo na syang patulan" mariin kong sabi at tinulak sya papalayo kay Luke
I'm thankful enough for him to save me pero ang mabugbog ang isang tao ng dahil sakin ay iba na yun. Hindi kakayanin ng konsensya ko
"Kaano ano mo ba sya?! Gf mo?! O baka namn ikakama mo din sya mamaya?!" Saad pa nung Luke
I am furious because of what I heard from this pervert! Hinarap ko sya at sinampal ng malakas
How dare him?!
Ako? Magpapakama dito sa lalaking to?! Fuck!
Ginagawa pa nya akong babaeng bayaran ha...
Mas nagulat ako nung kwinelyohan sya ni Yvam at iginiit sa pader. I can see other people's gaze contacting to what is happening here at nahihiya na ako
"Kilalanin mo kung sino ang kinakalaban mo Rivera kayang kaya kong pabagsakin ang company nyo in just one hour " madiin na sabi sakanya ni Yvam at tinulak
Nakita ko ang takot sa mata ni Luke at tumayo na sabay kumaripas ng takbo
Shit! Ang kapal nung gago na makipag-away kanina tas hindi pa sya sinusuntok ay umalis na?!
Pero ang hangin nitong katabi ko pucha!
Inirapan ko sya at nauna nang pumunta sa table nina Kuya Rey at mga kabanda nito
At mga lalaki nga naman kanya kanya na sila ng babae naglaplapan na nga sina Weyd at yung babae nya eh
Grabe! PDA ng sobra? Hindi ba nila nakokontrol ang mga kati nila at dito pa mismo sa harapan ko?
"What happened over there? " Tanong ni Kuya Rey kay Yvam na umupo sa harapan ko
I grab the bottle of beer at tinungga ito ng deretso. Naiinis ako.
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. He saved me again. I could save my self! But still I'm weak. Kailan ba ako magiging matatag at hindi madaling mabasag?
I'm too broken to handle anything in my life for now. I'm a shattered piece of paper flying in the air trying to find a glue
"Nothing " maikling sagot nya at may babaeng sumampa sa lap nya
Tss. Edi sya na ang gwapo. Bakit nga ba ako sumama rito kung hindi lang naman makakahinga tong puso ko
My grip in the third bottle got tightened because of the sight of him talking sweetly to his mistress
"Ayla! Stop drinking the liquor like a water! " I heard Kuya Rey hissed at pinaalis na yung babaeng kasama nya kanina
Nahiya ba sya sa pinsan nya? Buti naman.
"So Ayla. How's life in New York?" Tanong ni Francis sakin sabay inom din ng beer nya
Napunta sakanya ang tingin ko "It's fine. Kahit nano-nosebleed ka. Okay naman" sagot ko
Fuck! Lasing na ata ako... Ewan. I just drank another bottle as the bitter taste of the liquid contaminated my feelings
"E yung tanong namin sayo sa elevator kanina hindi mo kasi kami sinagot" natatawang saad ni Kian
Natawa na din ako sa hindi malamang dahilan. Told ya. I'm drunk already
"Oh that... Your asking if I'm single right? Well... I'm not" sagot ko na syang natigilan sila except kay Kuya Rey at Kian na nakangiti
I can see in my peripheral vision how he didn't care and the way he kiss the girl deeply. Deeply cutting another wound in me.
"Oooohh who's the guy?" Tanong ni Weyd at hindi na pinake-alaman ang babaeng katabi nya
What's so interesting about my lovelife?
"You don't need to know" I answered them at tinapakan ang paa ni Kuya Rey dahil sasagot sana sya
"Si Jovan ba?" Ngiting tanong pa ng Kian na to
Iniinis ata ako!
"Fuck!" I heard him cursed at tinulak yung babae palayo sakanya
Napunta lahat sakanya ang tingin namin at nagtataka kung bakit sya napamura
Alangan naman na trip lang nya diba? Edi ang laki ng pagkagago nya
"I'm sorry for biting your lips baby" malanding untag nung babae sakanya kaya napa-irap ako
"Get a room bro" pang-aasar na sabi ni Kuya Rey sa kaibigan nya
Wala talagang kahihiyan tong lalaking to. Hindi nga sya nahiya na saktan ako
"Get lost" suplado nyang sabi don sa babae kaya ako napalunok pa ng maraming alak
Fuck him. Wala syang karapatang ganyanin ang babae na akala mo kung sino
The girl didn't have any choice but to leave
"Don't be mean to girls you moron" hindi ko na napigilang sabi sakanya at napanganga naman sina Weyd, Kian, Francis at Kuya Rey sakin
He smirk as he sipped his tequila tsaka ako tinignan "You really have a sharp tongue huh? Your risking your Inc. Ayla just so you know" he stated
At ako pa ang tinakot nya?
"I'm not a scaredy cat Yvam. Also ang Inc. namin ay malinis ang intention and I'm not LYING about it " sagot ko din I even emphasized the word 'lying' para naman kahit konti ay makonsensya ang gago
He scoffed and smiled "Really? Your not a scaredy cat? Then why did you face your fears and left without hearing the explanations? " He answered
Natigilan ako natauhan. Did I really face my what if's that time and leave him behind? Ako nga ba talaga ang may kasalanan?
"Then sana nung una pa wala nang nagsinungaling para hindi naging complicated ang sitwasyon diba? Gaguhan lang? " Nanggigil kong sagot sakanya
I can feel the four boys gaze towards us na parang nanonood ng debate
"Don't be stupid because I didn't lie!--" he snap back at padabog nang nilagay sa lamesa ang beer nya
It did make a sound.
"Pero tinago mo! " I also shouted back at padabog din na linapag ang bottle
"I hid it because it wasn't important--"Sya
"It wasn't important?! Fuck you--"ako
"Putangina tumahimik nga kayo! Tumatawag si Sir Terrence!" Sigaw ni Weyd kaya nabaling sakanya ang tingin namin
"Putangina mo din" asik ko sakanya at naiinis na sumandal sa sofa
Pumuputok ang butchi ko kay Yvam! Punyeta sya!
"Rey punta ka daw sa Entertainment Company" sabi nya kay Kuya Rey at agarang tumayo ang pinsan ko
"Grabe yung debate nyong dalawa princess, mukhang may nangyari na hindi ko alam by the way sumabay ka na mamaya kay Yvam and please go home safely ayokong maibalita sakin sa nagpatayan ako sa daan" saad nya samin at umalis na
What the fuck?! Uuwi ako kasama yung gago?!!
No way! Sa hospital nalang ako matutulog or sa bahay namin
"We also need to go" ngiting sabi ni Kian samin at tinapik sa braso si Yvam at lumabas na yung tatlo
Seryoso sila? Iiwan nila ako kasama na naman tong bisugo?!
Naiinis akong tumayo at kinuha ang bag ko pero hindi ko sya tinapunan ng tingin
Naiinis ako sakanya. Sumasagot sagot pa sya! E sya naman tong mali simula palang
Frustrated ko syang linagpasan pero hindi pa ako nakakalayo ay bigla na akong umangat sa lupa
Bat ba nya ako binubuhat?!!!!!!!
"Ibaba mo akoooo!!!!" Sigaw ko sakanya sabay hampas sa likod nya
Fuck him for carrying me like a sack of rice!
"Shut up. Napaka-daldal mo" saad lang nya at pinasok na ako sa sasakyan
Saan ba nya ako daldalhin? Ayoko syang makasama hindi ako nakakahinga pag kasama ko sya
"Palabasin mo ako! " I shriek on him pero hindi nya ako pinakinggan at pumasok na sa loob ng kotse nya
"Isa! Dalawa!!!---"
"Fuck! Tatlo! O ayan nagbilang na din ako titigil ka na ba?" Pang-aasar nyang saad sakin at nagdrive na
Pasuplado kong nilagay ang seatbelt ko at inirapan sya
Balak ko pang mabuhay ng matagal at masasayang lang ang laway ko dito
Tahimik ang byahe namin at ramdam ko ang pasulyap sulyap nya sakin pero hindi ko sya pinansin
Nakarating kami sa bahay ni Kuya Rey or bahay nya. Wala na akong paki-alam. Pagod ako at gusto ko nang magpahinga
Alam ko na din naman na mangyayari to. Na magkikita kami muli but in this state of situation na binabaligtad nya ang nangyari ay nakakagago
He parked the car at agad akong lumabas sa kotse and I didn't even gave him a second glance but what made me hate him more is seeing the girl who are destined to him, sitting on the sofa
Napatingala ito at kumunot ang noo nya sakin
"Hey, Ayla why would you leave me--- What the hell are you doing here?!" He hissed at her
Ano nga ba talaga ang nangyari sainyo Yvam? Naguguluhan na ako...
Bakit na naman tayo pinagtagpo kung ilalayo din naman tayo sa isa't isa
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Yvam.
Ramdam ko ang galit nya sakin at inis. It wasn't my fault that I want to tame her!
She had gone so bitchy that she's testing my patience and knowing na sila pala nung gago na si Jovan ay mas nagagalit ako
You can't just move on to me Ayla.
Agad ko syang sinundan papasok sa bahay
"Hey, Ayla why would you leave me--- What the hell are you doing here?!" I hissed at her
Isa pa to panira talaga ng araw! The fuck is she doing here again?! Kasalanan nya kung bakit nagkanda leche leche ang buhay ko!
"Bakit Yvam? Am I not welcome here?" She ask me at tumayo
There's only one thing to stop her fantasies towards me. Alam kong magagalit na naman sakin tong si Ayla but I can't stand Tamara's presence
Baka mapatay ko pa sya o ano
I grab Ayla's waist kaya sya nagulat pero hindi ko na pinakelaman
"Your'e not welcome here. We're gonna do something and I bet that you wouldn't want to hear her moans while I'm romancing her " seryoso kong sabi sakanya as I heard Ayla's gasp
Kumunot ang noo ni Tamara at linapitan kaming dalawa. She's furious at sasampalin na sana nya si Ayla pero pinigilan ko ito
"You can hurt anyone Tamara but not her. Believe me I can definitely kill anyone whose gonna lay a single hand on her." Madiin kong sabi sa bawat salita at hinawi ang wrist nya
This girl needs to get out in my life. Sobra na ang sakit sa ulo ang dinudulot nya
I saw how her tears slip in her eyes at tuluyan nang lumabas
I'm done hurting girls at sanay na ako sa pa-arte arte nila at nagulat ako ng makatanggap ng malakas na hampas dito sa katabi ko
She stormed out in the kitchen na syang sinundan ko
Didn't she felt the butterflies when I touch her? Did she really moved on?
Kasi ako hindi pa!
I saw her drinking a glass of water na parang nauuhaw ng sobra
I see... I still have the effect on her and that made me smile
Lumapit ako sakanya kaya naman sya napaatras
"Get lost!" She shouted as I saw how her eye's watered infront of me
Natigilan ako. My weakness is to see her tears... and I'm regretting that I lied to her
"Ayla I'm sorry" saad ko sakanya at hahawakan sana sya nung hinawi nya ang kamay ko na umiiyak na
Please Ayla... Don't cry. Your also killing me...
Nagulat ako nung mabasag yung basong hawak hawak nya dahil sa nabitawan nya ito
"Is it broken?" She ask
Out of curiosity I answered her
"Yes"-Me
"Now say sorry to it" she stated
"Are you out of your mind?--"
"SAY SORRY TO IT!" She shouted with raged
"Sorry" sagot ko
"Is it fixed now?" She ask again
I don't know what the fuck is happening to her
"Ofcourse not!" I answered again na nakakunot na ang noo
"So sorry wasn't good enough?"- her
"Well, no but--"
"What about glue? Can you fix it by gluing it together?"
"Uh... I can try"
"Can you still see the cracks?" She ask one more time
"Yes" I patiently stated
"Will it hold any water?" -Ayla
"No but--" I really don't know kung saang pupunta tong usapan
"Why not?" Her question is stupid
"Because it's fucking broken" frustrated kong sagot
"Because you have broken it. You broke me. And I will be broken forever! And you can't fix me by just saying sorry!" Saad nya at linagpasan na ako
Your'e always the one who keeps on making me cry Ayla.
If you thought that I was doing just fine then your wrong. Because you also broke me. We're both broken and we don't have the idea on how to fix each other
And giving up on you again is not on my list.