SANA'S POV
We just got home from Tzuyu's grave. We visited her today. I.N is now peacefully sleeping beside me.
This coming days became new to me, no Tzuyu coming to our house to check on us or give us something she bought. I'm really not a materialistic person but when Tzuyu started spoiling us with different gifts I got to use to recieve one.
After taking a half bath I lay down beside my son and drifted into deep thoughts
We also visit the house where I caught Tzuyu and Lisa kissing. They explained me everything. Lisa told me that Tzuyu went there that day to check the house because that time it is almost done. She explained me everything and now it's clearer to me.
That's why I'm hesitating to believe that Tzuyu cheated on me, I knew from the start she would never do that to me. I can't believe myself that I let that guy fooled me. If I didn't believe at him and just trust Tzuyu this things would never happened to us especially to her. She will probably still alive and helping me to take care of I.N. I'm so stupid!
While I am at my thoughts, I didn't realize I was slowly drifting to sleep.
I got awake by someone humming beside me while brushing my hair. Her hum is so relaxing plus she's also brushing my hair, it feels like it relieve all my stress and worries.
I still doesn't want to open my eyes because it feels so good but I'm also curious who it was.
I slowly opened my eyes and a bright light is the first one I see. The bright light slowly fades and I saw a girl infront of me smiling. It looks like I'm slept in her thighs.
When my vision got clearer I got surprised at what am I seeing. I felt my eyes suddenly became watery. It's her. She's humming beautifully for me with her eyes close and wearing a bright smile.
"T-tzuyu?" I whispered.
She slowly opened her eyes and look down to me since I'm still laying at her lap.
"Oh your already awake? Did you rest well? How are you feeling right now?" She asks consecutively to me while still smiling.
She looks so happy right now that makes my heart overwhelmed. It's good to know that she's happy.
"Y-yeah, thank you," I said and smiled back to her.
"That's good to hear," she said and look somewhere infront of her.
I could really say that Tzuyu is totally alright now. I felt a tear run down from my eyes. It's a tears of joy, y'all.
"Please don't forget to take care of yourself m'lady. Your making me worried. Don't worry about me too much, I'm perfectly fine and I'm not holding any grudge to you even to him. I'm not saying this because I'm glad that I left you. I'm not happy, it hurts me alot, seeing you guys specially mom mourning like that and I can't even do anything to make you guys feel alright. It's my faith, it's His plan for me so I think I don't have a choice to accept and forgive,"
I notice a tear running down to her cheeks. I raised my hand and wipe her tears. She look down at me and smiled before lookinv again somewhere.
"Promise me that you will take care of yourself and raise Jeong-in into a good boy. I trust him, I know he will protect you for me," she said and look at me again.
I decided to sit down infront of her and hug her tight. I miss her so much.
"I will, I love you Tzuyu," I said and she cupped my face.
"I love you more m'lady," Tzuyu said and smiled widely at me.
I felt my eyes suddenly felt sleepy. My eyes are getting blurry, I just stared at Tzuyu until my vision became black.
You will always have a special place on my heart, my dear Tzuyu.
My eyes opened again and I'm now back at my bedroom witg I.N sleeping piecefully beside me. I feel much better now than before. It feels like I just got the closure that I badly needed.
I look at my son beside me and brush his hair.
"I promise this to you Tzuyu. Jeong-in will be a great man someday. I won't let him grow up like his father,"
AFTER 3 YEARS
We now move out to the house that Tzuyu work hard for us. I decided not to abandon the house because Tzuyu work hard just to achieve our dream house.
Three years had past since Tzuyu left and I never got interested into dating again. I think that I.N is enough and I would neve4 be alone since he's with me and I know that Tzuyu never leave our side. Tzuyu's friends also help me to raise I.N they sometimes give him toys or anything he needs.
I also bring I.N sometimes at Tzuyu's parents and they look so happy everytime I brought I.N to them.
My parents? My father got mad at me when he knew I still visits Tzuyu after everything she did. He never believe a word a said to him. Even though I try hard for him to understand what really happened, he never believes.
He said that we accused the wrong person since Mark father is his friend he doesn't believe that Mark will make such a crime like that. I understand him that he can't believe because the Tuan he knows is not like that. But Mark is so much more different from his father. He's such an evil.
That's the other reason why I decided to move out of the house.
"Mama I'm ready!" I heard I.N shout upstairs. I quickly look at the stairs to see him.
I.N is now attending kindergarten. Since I'm now also off to work I will drive him first to school before I went to work.
It's hard to take care of I.N specially I'm also leaving for work. I'm having a hard time to take care of him, like when he's ready to go home after school, sometimes I'm still at work and can't leave. Luckily Tzuyu's friends is always there for me to help me. They will said if whose available at that certain time and they will be the one who will fetch I.N.
Sometimes everyone is really busy, I got no choice but to ask Mrs. Chou if she can take care or I.N for awhile and she would gladly say yes.
But today Mina and Chaeyoung is the one whose available to look for him to day.
"Your pretty auntie Mina and auntie Chaeyoung is the one who will fetch you later huh. Wait for them and never talk to strangers, is that clear sweetie?" I said while kneeling down infront of him to level his height.
"Yes, mama. When will you fetch me mama? I want to go to mommy Tzu," he said.
He always ask that but I got really busy at the company these days. I'm a production manager in Ms. Kang's company. Jihyo and I work for her.
"At saturday, it's mama's day off. We will surely visit your mommy, is that alright?" I said and he smiled then hug.
"Yes mama,"
"Okay, so let's go before you get late," he nods at me and we both walk out of the house.
Tzuyu's father let me use Tzuyu's car for awhile. It's the same car she got back in college. They let me use it because I can't still afford to buy for my own. But Mr. Chou I could have Tzuyu's car since no one will gonna use it but you know I'm a little shy to have it.
After couple of minutes we reach I.N's school.
"Jeong-in, be a good boy," I said and kiss his forehead. He nods at me and give me a peck on my lips that make me smile.
"Bye Mama," he said and wave at me while walking away.
*****
"You look blooming today, is there someone making our Sana-chan happy again," Jihyo teased me while wiggling her eyebrows.
"Stop it, I already told you that Tzuyu will be the last person who will enter my heart," I said and went inside the elevator, she just follow me.
She starts teasing me as soon as I arrive at the company. Yes, its alright at Tzuyu's friends if I start dating someone again because they said I'm still young and I need someone who will I grow old with.
"Then why your lips are smiling widely like that huh?" She crossed her arms and I just shake my head.
"It's because I'm happy,"
"Your happy because?"
"I got the closure I needed. I dreamed of Tzuyu," I said that makes her eyes wide. Yes, it's already big but it's much bigger this time.
The elevator now opened and we both qalk out.
"What did she say? Did she say something?" She asks curiously.
"Uh huh. She's perfectly fine now Jihyo. She looks so happy when I dreamed of her," I said while reminiscing the dream.
"Haist, that kid. I never thought she will only just watch us from above," Jihyo said in a low voice.
"Even at the afterlife, Tzuyu is still Tzuyu, she haven't change. She's still the same Tzuyu we met, she still care for us. We shouldn't be sad because she said she worries when she saw us sad," I said and she just nod.
"Wait, why that kid haven't visited me in my dreams," she said and put her hands at her waist. I look at her puzzled.
"She visited Nayeon in her dreams before and now you. That kid has her favorites," Jihyo said and I just laugh at her. She's now sulking over Tzuyu, hahaha. What a kid.
*****
A/N: This will now have a alternative ending. I made this in high school, and I now realize that the ending isn't all that great (accurate). It's also one of the reasons I wanted to go over this again. Expect the ending to be changed; some of you may already be aware that this story is an angst, but it is no longer that anguish. It's much better now than it was before.