-Chapter Five-
"What do you mean you can't come to New York? Dani-- I'm sorry... Please don't cry baby... I'm sorry for nagging? No! I'm not cheating, you know I would never do that!" Liam says over the telly and a small smile is placed on my lips, he's such a softie! Aw, he loves her so much... "Well damn, she hung up on me." He whispers and sets his phone on the patio-table. The view of Manhattan is amazing, the skyscrapers glowing and the moon shining bright.
"Why would she accuse you of cheating?" I ask and turn to him. Liam's head is in his hands, looking blankly ahead.
"She sometimes gets paranoid with me on tour and such." He mumbled.
"Even though I've only been on tour with you guys for what, a few days? I know your a faithful and loyal boyfriend. If she believes what the paparazzi says, then she doesn't deserve you." I blurt out and look him in the eye.
"Danielle and I have not been as close anymore. She can never come down because of dance or school, and when she can, I can't. We always have signings, gigs, radio talks, or just photo-shoots. I can't give her the time she deserves." Liam tries to change the subject and looks away.
"You're lucky to even have a girlfriend. Louis scares off any boy near me and won't let one be much as a yard away from me." I sigh. "He thinks no one is good enough, ever."
"He just doesn't want the wrong lad to sweep you off your feet, he'll never believe anyone is good enough just like you dad." I snort at the last part.
"My father? He doesn't give a flying fuck about Lou and me, he only likes my younger siblings. Especially Georgia. He only acts like he cares for Lou and me." I say bitterly and look down. I wouldn't and couldn't cry over the bastard. All he ever does is bring us down; telling Louis he could never make a career out of singing. Then told me after the divorce that I am a home-wrecker because of my Syndrome and that's why the divorce happened of the financial problems. Its not my fault that I am born with Aspergers, I would've changed it withing a second if I could.
"Lou always told us-"
"Louis was always treated different from anyone else and he doesn't want it again." I whisper and continue. "He was himself, no one else. People were jealous and imitated by that." I look over at a wide-eyed Liam. "That's why I look up to him so much." Walking away, I open the sliding clear glass door and head straight to the kitchen. Liam's quick, heavy footsteps follow behind me, trying to keep up.
It was all my fault with Louis, he was different because of me. He was the guy with the Aspie sister. The lad who never got a break from them. A small tear comes out and Liam turns around, embracing me in one of his amazing hugs.
"Please don't cry, you'll make me cry..." he whispers. "Everything will be alright."
Then, all of a sudden Danielle bursts into the kitchen door, making all of our eyes widen.
"I knew it Liam! That you would cheat on me with her! I came down to surprise-- why am I even explaining this!" She screams in sobs. Danielle begins to run out of the hotel room with Liam chasing her hot on her heels.
"Dani! Let me explain...!" he yells. What the hell just happened? Liam was hugging me and she thinks that he is cheating? What in the world? I look down and find myself knowing that I was in this mess again. And have possibly ruined their relationship with her being so paranoid.
I swallow dryly and look away from the door. Liam possibly could never be happy again, and there could never be able to have a 'Diam' again. Then the Directioners will hate me forever, the paparazzi would dig into my life and my whole secret that I've tried to hard to keep is leaked. The boys would hate me, which hurt me so bad. I've only been here with the boys for a few days and I already love them all to death, it would destroy me.
"What the hell is happening June? I just saw Liam yelling after Danielle in tears." Louis asks with the rest right behind him confused.
"I mess up everything, don't I, Lou?" I whisper bitterly before taking off back to my bedroom. Louis, being the big brother he is, follows me and I let him. He closes the door behind him behind him and grabs my shoulders. "He'll hate me forever." I whimper.
"Liam?" I nod. "Whatever happened, no matter what, he won't hate you. Liam doesn't know how to hate."
"Everything I'm in I mess up when I come around, mum and dad even your school life! I'm so sorry Louis." I sob in his striped shirt. "I should just go back to Doncaster where I can't-"
"You are not going back to Doncaster, do you hear me? All you'll do is mope around. And June Layla fucking Tomlinson, you've never messed up my life. You need to get out of your head and realize how fucking gorgeous you are and how great of a personality you have, get rid of your negative thoughts and replace them with powerful, positive thoughts. I will not let Aspergers screw up your life by making you feel that you are not good enough. You are better than this, I know what is exactly going through your head. Aspergers was just a challenge that you've got over, but I believe now that you are going back up that mountain, what I don't want. You're the strongest woman I know."
"I'm not strong, Lou, that's what you don't understand. You have always fought my battles." I whisper.
"Excuse me? Was I the one who had to battle through everything that was in sight? No. All I've done is be a brother to you and defend you like anyone of the lads would." I cry harder in his shirt and he continued to speak. "Being an Aspie has made you stronger than anyone I've known. I don't regret one damn I've done for you. None."
"Dan-Danielle had bursts through the kitchen doors and accused Liam of cheating because he was hugging me. If they break up it'll be all my fault, Lou." I choke and pull away.
"Like I said before, Liam won't hate you. They've been fighting for a while over stupid things lately, it was bound to happen." He whispers.
I doubt it.
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"Liam, can I come in?" I ask with a light knock on his door. He's had himself locked in his room for a good three hours and hadn't let anyone else in.
The door swings up, revealing a Liam I could barely notice. He was wearing some track-pants, shirtless, with what looks like a backhanded cheek. I gasp, "Did she hit you?" I say softly. He nods.
"Feel free to come in," he mumbles and I follow, sitting beside him on his messy bed.
"Are you okay?"
"She hates me," he whispers and looks towards me. His eyes were red and swollen from crying. "And you shouldn't see me like this."
"Why?"
"I look weak, like some girl who has just broke up with her boyfriend." Feeling awfully brave, I envelope him into the best hugs I could give.
"Everyone cries, no need to think that I would think that way of you. I cry too much to judge." I mumble and rub his back comfortably. "You know what, Liam? You'll find a wonderful girl who loves you for you." I choke tears. "A girl who doesn't see your flaws as a problem, but treasures them and accepts them because it makes it who you are. A girl who will trust you." I whisper.
"You will too, June." I snort at his comment.
"I'm just a girl people think as plain, Liam." I look away and smile sadly. "I'm not the kind of girl that boys fall in love with, Liam," it hurts to say, but I know it's true. How could anyone love me? A fat tear comes out and I reach to wipe it away but Liam's hand is placed there. His thumb slowly wipes it away and speaks.
"One day you'll find a man who'll sweep you off your feet like no lad has before." He gulps. "He won't be a little boy who only wants to play with your heart. But a man who'll do anything to make you happy and want you to love him as much as he loves you. When you're furious with him, trying to hit him and scream out your lungs, he'll grab your hands and kiss you wordlessly. Then all of your problems will disappear."
"And you're definitely not plain, June." He stands up and plants a lingering kiss on my forehead. "G'night love." And left.
By the end of the night, I knew that I have feelings for Liam, definitely not 'friends' ones.
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I was crying while writing Louis and June's talk. And then with Liam and June's conversation at the end also. Man, I'm a crybaby :)
Oh God! At the beach, you guys probably aren't interested in this and you can scroll down to the Question of the day but I'm going to tell it anyway. I was in the beach with my Uncle and I almost drowned :/ But thankfully, my Uncle is an amazing swimmer and saved me life! So here I am today, writing this :D If you wanna learn more (probably not) you can PM me or whatever :)
This took up three college ruled pages, front and back I may say, and I still don't believe it'll be a long enough chapter. Hopefully it'll be at least three pages or two FULL pages. This wasn't spellchecked either, SORRY!
Now Question of the Day!
Q: Who is the one who is only allowed to wear stripes?
This should be easy for you Directions! And whoever posted a comment for the last question was right :D
And one more thing before you leave! : I love Danielle and Liam together! This is just a fan-fic and please don't send any hate-mail :/ I'm sure Mr. Tomlinson is a lovely man and loves his kid but this is a fan-fic. I'm sorry if you are reading this Mr. Tomlinson! I had to make him a badguy, sorry. And I'm sure Danielle is a lovely girl too!
Hugs and One Direction kisses lovelies!
-Ericka <3