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it was three years later when calum lost himself.
he became a totally new person towards everyone around him but when the dead of night came and the drugs and alcohol left his system, he would hide under the covers and dissolve into painful sobs that left his lungs screaming for air and his head pounding behind his eyes.
then one morning when he woke up, he still felt the pain of the previous night. it just wouldn't leave him, no matter what he did.
he tore his room apart before tearing his new friendships apart too.
it only took one more look at ashton's pictures to drive him to the edge,
and he too was found dead in his bed.
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v short and i'm sorry for that but i really loved writing this, i hoped you loved reading it just as much. If you got this far, thank you !