❝since you been gone,
i can breathe for the first time.❞
fifty eight days, nine hours, and twenty one minutes.
that's how long ago you left.
that's how long it's been since i had an actual reason for living.
i know, i know - you're never coming back. you've made that very clear. but i can't help wondering what would've, could've, should've - didn't - happen, had you not disappeared in the first place.
so i, your once favorite person, have decided to compile a playlist of some of the songs we used to listen to together - each with their own story behind it.
for all i know, you probably didn't press play. honestly, you probably didn't even click on the link. and that's okay.
i guess i didn't even make this for you.
i guess it's a distraction - an easy way of clearing my head.
song one :
since you been gone - kelly clarkson.