Well I woke up today, looked in the mirror
The reflection's not me, but I can't see clearer
I'm staring into her face, taking over
Fixed on her eyes, blackened decent exposure
This caricature of death's got me paralyzed
This loving martyrdom's got me sterilized
I've learned to communicate with my mind
So I don't have to hear my voice
And giving into suicidal binds
The devil's given me no choice
She wants to take over my body
To show them why I can't be me
I walk down the stretch, burdens on my shoulder
They stare as I glide by, the world's growing colder
Screaming behind closed eyes, invisibility's broken
My innocence is long gone, my heart's hateful words are spoken
This caricature of death's got me paralyzed
This loving martyrdom's got me sterilized
I've learned to communicate with my mind
So I don't have to hear my voice
And giving into suicidal binds
The devil's given me no choice
She wants to take over my body
To show them why I can't be me
A pool of red surrounds my very being
Lifeless bodies piled up around me
His propositions tell them I'm no good
Love without hate is just a useless word to say
This caricature of death's got me paralyzed
This loving martyrdom's got me sterilized
I've learned to communicate with my mind
So I don't have to hear my voice
And giving into suicidal binds
The devil's given me no choice
She wants to take over my body
To show them why I can't be me
I've learned to communicate with my mind
(You can't hear me, you don't hear me)
So I don't have to hear my voice
(Stay away)
And giving into suicidal binds
(This pain's got to end, when will this end?)
The devil's given me no choice
(She's watching me)
She wants to take over my body
(I'm stuck in the dark, seeing no stars)
To show them why I can't be me
(I hear her call)
She's calling
These words she whispers should never be heard
Shattering me, my conscience shadowing her
I don't want to hurt anymore