WILLS POV
I told my mom everything, including me and Mike. I knew that hiding me and Mikes relationship, if we even are in one, would be miserable.
"I'm sorry" I said crying.
"Oh baby..there's no need to be sorry!" She said hugging me.
She wiped away my tears and gave me a kiss on my cheek.
"Will, just promise me you'll go to school tomorrow." She said holding my shoulders gently.
I nodded.
"Good night" Mom said smiling at me.
She shut off my lights and closed my door.
I then tucked myself into my bed, I already knew that I wasn't going to go to sleep, so I just looked blankly up at the ceiling. It was interesting, but it was the only thing I could do.
I then thought about Mike, I didn't cry, or sigh, or anything. I did nothing but keep looking at my ceiling.
I drifted to sleep.
I dreamed about how things were before, before I was stuck in the upside down, how I was blinded of my feelings for Mike.
I suddenly woke up, it was only 3 am.
I then thought and looked at my ceiling once again.
My feelings..they -- they tore me and Mike's friendship apart.
After thinking for almost 10 minutes how I ruined everything I feel back asleep.
~~~Next day~~~
When my mom dropped me off I instantly saw Dustin and Lucas.
As I was walking towards them someone grabbed my arm.
"We need to talk."
We walked behind the school.
"Mike..I.." I begun.
"I don't think this can or will work out." Mike said looking down at his feet with his hands in his jacket pockets.
"Can we give it a try?" I said, looking at him.
"No Will.." He finished, he then walked away.
I could feel my heart breaking.
The bell rang, as much as I didn't want to go to class I did.
The day was awkward, I couldn't keep my eyes off of Mike.
When the dismissal bell rang I finally was relieved.
When I walked out the doors, I quickly started looking for my mom's car..I didn't want to talk to any human right now.
When I noticed it was no where to be found I looked over to Dustin and Lucas.
I started to make my way over there and then Mike walked into the group, I instantly turned around..But before I could.
"Hey Will! You're going the wrong way!" Dustin shouted.
I turned around and stood on the other side of Dustin.
I noticed Mike looking down at his feet again. But, I couldn't help but stare at him.
"Will?" Lucas said.
"Huh?" I said, taking my eyes off of Mike.
"You okay?" Lucas asked.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mike staring at me.
"Y-Yeah.." I lied.
My mom then arrived, I mentally sighed of relief.
"Bye.." I said.
Dustin and Lucas said bye back.
"Hi Mom" I said smiling as I got into the car.
"How was your day?" She asked.
"Fine." I said with no emotion.
I then looked out of my window at the trees and sky.
I saw clouds, I then remembered how me and Mike were Happily laying on a valley looking at clouds..if only I could tell my past self to not get attached to him, to tell myself to reject his kisses although they made me feel a spark.
it was a quiet ride home. One thing I couldn't bare with the silence is it got me to think.
One thing I should've listen to Mike, is that going to deep into your mind can be dangerous.
"Home" My mom said looking at me.
I slowly came back into reality.
"Oh..right" I said.
I went straight to my bedroom and drew.
I thought about fictional characters, and their characteristics.
It was the only thing I could do without thinking about where my life stood right now.
I drew for hours until I was interrupted.
"Dinner!" My mom shouted.
Me, mom, and Johnathan all sat down.
"Thank you" I said.
I didn't speak for the rest of the dinner, I didn't have anything to say.
When I was done I went back into my room and changed into pajamas.
I thought about my fictional characters, not Mike.
And I easily went to sleep.
MIKES POV
I couldn't fall asleep.
I kept thinking about how I could've hurt Will.
I wanted to say I was sorry, but what if I didn't mean it.
I wanted to say we can do this, but I'm not sure that's true.
I really truthfully like Will, but I can't stop but thinking he doesn't like me as much.
Maybe he was just saying that because he got caught up in the moment?
Or maybe he meant it?
I kept tossing and turning until I fell asleep.
I woke up.
I realized that it was 10 minutes before I actually had to get up.
I got up anyways and threw on some clothes.
I decided to head out early, very early.
I headed outside and got onto my bike.
Where am I even going to go?
I then rode to the valley where me and Will looked up at the clouds.
when I arrived my heart started beating twice as fast.
I looked up, thinking about what I told Will.
I made a mistake didn't I?