THIRD PERSON POV
"I don't wanna go home" Mike said.
Will looked at him very confused.
"How come?" Will asked looking at him.
"Because I'm going to have to tell her why I'm not going to school" He said looking down at the rocks.
Will knew what he meant, he wasn't ready for anyone not even their mothers to know about them. He really liked Mike, but he was afraid to tell anyone about their relationship. He was afraid of disappointing his mom, or he was afraid no one would accept him for who he was.
Will was silence for a few minutes.
"Why do they have to know about u-us?" Will stuttered.
"Will." Mike stopped in his tracks.
"We can't keep this a secret." Mike said finally giving him eye contact.
Will looked down.
"Are you..ashamed?" When those words poured outta Mike's mouth Will instantly looked up at him.
He didn't know what to say, because he himself wasn't sure if he was ashamed.
He didn't reply.
Mike sighed.
Will could tell Mike was upset, but he didn't want to lie.
"Mike..I-"
Before Will could finish Mike walked away.
When the presence of Mike was gone, it seemed like the world was then gloomy.
Why did he walk away, Will didn't even know who he was, he didn't know his sexuality, or who he was as a person.
So he wasn't sure, if he..could be in a relationship romantically with Mike, without questioning it.
Will walked alone, tears were slowly running down his cheeks.
WILL'S POV
Like I said, when you think your life is perfect, something ruins it, even if the person that ruins it is yourself.
More than a million thoughts and questions ran through my mind, I didn't try chasing after Mike; knowing it wasn't going to solve anything and since I didn't have the right words to say.
I felt like I let everyone down, even myself.
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I finally arrived home early.
I went straight to my room and rolled onto my bed.
I wasn't going to hold back my tears.
As tears ran down my face and thoughts that I couldn't answer, someone knocked on my door.
"What.." I said.
"W-Will it's me." A familiar voice said.
"Come in..?"
It was Mike, out of everyone I for sure thought this was the last person that'd want to talk.
I got up and Mike sat on the side of my bed, I did as well.
"Will I need a answer." He said looking at his fingers.
"Mike..I..I can't answer."
"Okay" He sighed.
"I'm sorry." I said.
He nodded.
"It's okay Will."
"But, if you don't know what you want. Then we should remain friends." Mike said.
I felt my tears coming.
"Will I like you, a lot, but if you're ashamed to be who you are..then I'm not sure if you want this." He explained.
I could feel the warm tears running down my cheeks.
"I want you Mike." I said.
"Yeah..but you're ashamed of us." Mike said with a nervous chuckle.
At this point we both has tears running down our cheeks.
We both looked at each other, but it then ended when Mike walked out.
"Mike!" I raised my voice.
I sighed.
Maybe..he didn't really want this, maybe he just liked me because he was afraid to break my heart.
He never really like me did he.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
I then fell asleep without knowing it.
~Few hours later~
I groaned and woke up.
I then remember me and Mike and laid back down.
"I can't do this.." I said, and then walked out of my bedroom.
"Will!" My mom said, I ignored her and decided to ride my bike to Mike's.
When I arrived I went to Mike's bedroom window and knocked.
Mike didn't look excited to see me like he usually does, he opened the window anyway.
"Hey.." I said, he didn't say anything.
"Mike..I'm sorry"
He didn't look or say anything.
"Please, say something!" I begged.
"I'm grounded." He bluntly said.
"I-I'm sorry." I repeated.
"Will" Mike looked at me.
"I told my mom, about..us.." He said.
I wasn't sure how I was feeling, sad or mad, I just know I was confused.y
"What'd she say" I asked.
"We can't see each other for a while." He said looking away from me.
I was, yet again, at a lost of words.
"Mike I'm sorry.." I didn't know what to say, so I only said sorry.
"You should leave..don't want my mom to see you" Mike said, I could tell he was hurt.
I didn't say another word and just left.
I then again cried on the way home, I wanted to talk to someone, but I didn't want to be judged.
I arrived back home.
My mom was standing outside.
"Mom.." I said, she then hugged me.
"What's wrong?" She said hugging me.
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So I think I am going to end this book at chapter 13.
I do have another book called Seventh Edge..so please ready thatttt
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