Winter
A rush of feelings hit me as I wake up, feelings of love and contentment swarm around. Soft finger tips rub circles around my arm leaving trails of sparks. I let out a soft sigh of peace as I open my eyes. Bright light floods my vision the same as the feelings before. Once my eyes adjust I see the bright green eyes of the love of my life. As we stare into each others eyes I notice all the different shades of blue that make up his eyes. I see all the emotions and the stories untold by him. The rawness of the moment both scares me and makes my heart swell.
Birds chirp softly in the background and a feeling of peace surrounds us. Our eyes don't break contact until he looks down at my neck where his mark was. "Does it hurt" he asks in a half whisper. 'No' I reply moving my hand up to touch it. I could feel the imprint of his teeth in my neck but it didn't hurt. If anything touching gave me a sense of pride. His mark means that any wolf passing by will know im his and he's mine. It means that he's not ashamed of me being his mate and he's serious about me. I know we've been together for a while but still I get worried that he doesn't really like me. He could do so much better then me.
"Hey your wonderful Whinne and gorgeous, and selfless, and the only girl I want" Deans says seriously making me smile. The thought of not being good enough for him disappears, and is replaced by how much we love each other. 'You know we need to get up Im meeting the pack today' I say. Even if I want stay cuddled up with him I also want to meet the pack. "I know" he says so I start to get up but as soon as me feet touch im pulled back into him. "I didn't say now" he says with a floppy smile on his face. Then a few seconds later once I've relaxed back into him he gets up.
'Hey what are you doing' I pout at him as he smirks. "Didn't you say we had to get up" he asks cheekily walking over to his dresser. 'I didn't say now' I tell him quoting him from earlier. "As nice as it sounds to stay in bed with my beautiful girlfriend, youre right we gotta get up" he says pulling out a shirt. 'I guess you're right' I reply in fake disappointment. "Well im gonna go take a shower I'll be out in few make yourself at home" he says walking into his connected bathroom.
I stay in his bed for a few minutes before I start to get restless and decide go explore. As soon as I walk out though I see the one and only Mr. Whitestone. He looks right at me before inhaling a deep breath. "I see my worthless son finally marked you" he sneers. I just ignore him not sure of what to do. "I really don't see why my son is so serious about a pathic little mut like you, he's an alpha he can have whoever he wants" his words back my previous thoughts. I'm really not good enough for him. "But you wanna know a few things that I like about, one, you don't argue or even talk at all, two, you have a very nice body" his eyes trail along my body lingering in some places.
I try to walk away but my legs stay planted on the floor. Memories f Josh flash through my head. All the times he commented on my body all the crude words he call me. Before I know it he's pushed me up against the wall. "Maybe that's why my son likes you so much, I know I do" he whispers in my ear. I finally snap out of it and try to push him away but im not strong enough. Im never strong enough physically and mentally. "Is that all you've got" hiss voice was a low his in my ear. I try again and again and it doesn't work.
Then I remember something Snow had said before when she was talking about my ability's, find you limit and break past it. Well its obvious I know my strength limit but how much can I break. I try to push him off again.. And I fail. "Its not gonna work" he smirks. "You're not strong enough". Time to try again, to show him he's wrong. I can break through the limit, I have to. This time when I push him it actually works thankfully.
I take off back to Deans room to see a very worried Dean trying to put a shirt on. "Winter are you ok?" he asks forgetting the shirt and wrapping me in his arms. I look at him confused why would he be worried about. I couldn't of seemed that off to him already. "Why were you so scared a few minutes ago" he asks me rubbing his hand up and down my spin. I flash him a confused face and he explains how now that he's marked me our emotions are shared. Whatever I feel he feels and whatever he feels I feel.
"So now why were you so scared" he asks seriously no longer as worried but still concerned. 'Its uh nothing I just got lost in the darker part of my head and started thinking about back then' I say referring to Josh. It may not whole truth but he already doesn't like his dad. I don't want to make it any worse for him. "Im sorry Winter you shouldn't of had to go through that" he says pulling me back into his arms. 'It wasn't your fault' I say reassuringly . 'Now go put on a shirt' I push him away playfully to lighten the mood. Today is gonna be good day nothing is going ruin it.
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Its now four in the afternoon and staring into the eyes of a thousand confused wolves. "Im sure many of you are confused about who this she-wolf is" Dean starts dragging a few eyes over to him but most stay on me. "Most can probably already feel the urge to protect and listen to her and that's because she my mate making her Luna" he continues. Confusion turns to shock. Their eyes narrow in me trying to get a good look at me. I could feel all of their eyes looking intently at me.
"Alpha how long have you know her" a male pack member shouts over the crowd. "Well almost a year now" he says cautiously. Neither of us know how everyone will react to us keeping this from them. The pack erupts in shouts and mummers. "Listen listen I have my reasons for not telling you guys and I hope you guys can understand" Dean yells letting out his powerful alpha aura making everyone silence. "Now she is mute and cannot speak so I ask you all to have your mind links open to her so she can talk to you guys" he eyes and turns the floor to me.
I stare into the eyes of pack until I feel join their minds then I start. 'Hello everyone my name is Winter. I apologize for not coming out sooner but I wasn't physically or mentally stable enough to before now. Mentally I still fully ok but im getting there and you guys deserve to know about me' I pause and take breathe to calm myself down. 'I have suffered from serious depression for a while now and have really bad social anxiety. I've been in and out hospital due to my depression which is why we've waited so long to tell you about me' my shake slightly but I just ignore it.
"Luna what caused you're depression if don't mind me asking" a Female pack member with short red hair asks. 'Um well my parents died away when I very little and I was put into foster care. There I met the guy who mostly made my depression get to state it was in. Lets just say he did some pretty bad things that have left me scared to this day. When tried to tell people they didn't believe me and sent away to different home where it would happen again. But since Dean I've been getting better but I still rough days when I need to remember the people who love and care for me.' I answer. Watching all of their faces contort to sadness breaks my hearts. Even the guys and Alice and Kylie's faces fall.
"Luna why did you chose to meet us today, I understand it still hard to be in front of a group this big so, why?" anther member questioned skeptically. I could understand though as I was just some random girl who had been in shadows for so long, and they felt a pull to me. I get that packs are built on trust and right now their trust is low, in both me and Dean. 'Because with everything happening right now with the rouges I think secrets will only make us weak and as I said before you deserve to know' I answered back.
My hand still tremble but as they ask more and more questions and they start to give me a little trust I calm down. "Thank you all for coming out and listening to Winter but I think this is starting to tire her out, she's never had to mind link anyone but me before. Plus I don't want to want to overwork her anxiety" he announced to the crowd looking down to my shaking hands. 'I really hope we can all learn to trust each other get to know each other better' I concluded as the crowd lessens as people leave.
"How do you feel" Dean asks while leading back to his house. 'Not as bad as I thought so that's good' I answer smiling. I let go of his hand and walk backwards infront of him. "Careful don't hit something or someone" he says smiling. His smile slowly changes to one of mischief but before I can ask I feel a hand grip my shoulders.
"Boo" Jake yells making me jump and both boys howl with laughter. 'Jerk' I say jokingly pushing his shoulder. "Hey you did really good up there" he congratulates putting his arm across my shoulders giving me a quick side hug. 'Thanks' I says smiling up at him. "Hey Dean you while you guys were up the I noticed something" Jake says with that same smile he had last night when he came by last night after our horrible attempt to act normal. "I see you've marked our innocent little Winter". My cheeks heat up instantly and I hide my face in Deans chest.
"Jake come on you made her blush" Deans says trying to act angry but I can feel the smile that's threatening to form on his face. "You guys might wanna hide that from the girls especially my sister" he warns. Alice is gonna flip when she sees it imagine how she was when she found out me a Dean were dating and then times it by a thousand. "We might wanna hide then" Dean jokes. 'You guys remember when Dean called me babe at lunch and she started shouting in the cafeteria' I laugh.
"We'll I'll leave you two be as I've got plans with Kylie tonight so have a good afternoon you two" he says his eyes twinkling when he mentions his date and Kylie. "Bye man have fun" Dean gives him that weird man hug. 'See you later' I smile giving him a side hug and a small wave. With he walks off and its just me and Dean.
"So what do you wanna do today its only about four thirty right now" he asks. 'Can we just go home and watch a bunch of movies' I reply not really wanting to anything besides hang out with him and be lazy. "Yeah your house or my house" he asks. I shrug not sure which house he'd want to be at. "Well your house has more movies and my dad isn't there" he says swinging our arms. 'My house it is' I say before lifting my free arm up and pointing towards the car, 'Away to the vehicle of transportation'.
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