Dear Feihong,
Dear my awesome best friend, I love you so much. You kept me alive for one more year since that incident, you talked me out of things that were bad for me, you showed me that people out there still care, you showed me what I could have for one more year. I love you ever since that day and a few months after that I fell for you but you never knew and I didn't want you to know. I don't want our friendship going down the drain just because of some silly feelings, so I kept quite and let you teach me about life. But I find it funny I'm older by a few months but you know more than I did and teach me making me into a young lady that you knew I can be. I'm so so sorry my dearest best friend that I'm going to leave this world without a word to you. I'm sorry that you can't talk to me out of this and don't you dare feel like it's your fault that I'm dead. I love you so so much.
Love
Your idiot best friend