Kurt's POV
"Kurt di nya ko pinaniwalaan." I can feel her pain and it pains me more. Humigpit ang yakap ko sa kaniya just to let her know that I'm here. That everything's alright now that I'm here.
Hindi ako nakaimik sa tinuran niya. I can see blood right now. What the hell happened?
Kung sino ang nagpaiyak sa kaniya, I'll swear I will bury him or her alive!
"Kurt bakit ang sakit na 'di paniwalaan?" habang patuloy pa rin sya sa pag-iyak. Hinayaan ko muna siya at naramdamana ko na lang na umuulan na.
Kaming dalawa magkayakap sa kalagitnaan ng kawalan habang tuloy-tuloy ang pagpatak ng ulan. Hindi na namin alintana na parehas na kaming nababasa. It's better to see rain drops on her face than those tiny bits of tears from her eyes. I don't know what I'm feeling right now, but I know it will be dangerous for me to continue caring for her.
Damn Kurt just let it be!
Margo's POV
Yakap-yakap ko ngayon si Kurt habang patuloy na umuulan. Hindi ko alam pero feeling ko nang yakapin ko siya parang nawala ang lahat ng hinanakit ko. I feel secured. I feel that the pain is fading. Hindi ko na alam.
Nakakainis lang bakit ba? Nalilito na ko sa nararamdaman ko hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba 'to? Di ba kanina lang galit na galit ako kay Chad pero bakit ngayon parang nawala lahat ng poot sa dibdib ko at parang umiinog na lang ang buo kong pagkatao sa taong yakap-yakap ko ngayon. Margo it's the rain. Blame it on the rain for giving you a nice ambiance to think deeper.
Napatingin ako sa 'di kalayuan at naalala ko na naman ang nangyari kanina.
I didn't think twice when I held my phone and typed in Chad's number. I am more worried about how Chad will handle the situation. Gusto kong malaman niya kung gaano kalandi ang girlfriend niya oh scratch that fiance niya na pala.
I told him to come kung nasaan ako. Nagtanong siya kung bakit but I didn't tell him. Gusto kong siya mismo ang makakita noon.
Ayokong galing sa bibig ko lamang dahil alam kong kayang lusutan iyon ng higad na Sabrina na 'yon.
Chad came. Just right on time, I guess. As I was about to point them to him, wala na sila. Nagpalinga-linga ako pero wala ang mga anino ng dalawang malanding higad.
Hanggang sa mula sa likod namin ay lumitaw ang mga ito kasama yung lalaking kalandian niya. Her eyes were pierced on me but I just shrugged it off. Makapal ang mukha niya. Chad doesn't deserve her.
I told Chad that I saw them two making out. I tried my hardest to explain to him that I saw them making out.
But they defended themselves. The guy was Chad's friend. Hindi ko masikmura ang kahalayan ng dalawa. And they still have the guts to even call me liar.
The hell is wrong with those people!
I defended myself too. I told him how unlucky he is for having a girlfriend like that bitch. (Remind me to call her Sabrina bitch next time.) I thought Chad was on my side. I thought he believed what I said. I thought he would believed me for we've known each for quite long.
But I was wrong.
He never uttered anything to me.
Tumingin siya kay Sabrina at inaya na itong umuwi. I was left there dumbfounded.
Chad looked at me one last time before they leave. And what's worse? He told me to stop interfering with their business and her fucking liar fiance is innocent as hell.
I was all by myself. Sobrang bigat ng kalooban ko.
"If I were you, just stop meddling." And they guy left me. Hindi ko nakayanan at nagpatakan ang luha ko.
I felt alone. I felt disgusted with myself. I felt defeated with my own battle.
Hiniwalay ako ni Kurt sa kaniya pero nakahawak siya sa magkabila kong balikat. Halata ang pag-aalala nito sa akin.
"Okay ka na ba?" tumango naman ako. Inalalayan niya ako papunta sa kotse.
"Yeah thanks. Uuwi ka ba sa inyo? Ibaba mo na lang ako sa bahay." Inistart na nito ang kotse at nagdrive.
"I'll go home with you. Mamaya mabalitaan ko na lang na may nagpakamatay na dahil sa depression. My conscience will eat me alive Margo." I rolled my eyes heavenwards. Minsan ito talaga ang pambasag ng maayos na ambiance eh.
Pagdating sa bahay eh inalalayan niya pa ako pababa na hindi ko na tinangap. Anong akala niya sa aking paralisado?
Natawa pa nga ito nang hawiin ko ang kamay niya.
Nauna na siyang maligo at naiwan lang ako sa kwarto ko. Ang sakit ng mata ko. Napadapa na lang ako sa kama at hinintay siyang matapos para makaligo na rin ako. Ano ba naman kasi isa lang banyo sa taas ng bahay at tinatamad din akong bumaba
Hanggang narinig ko ang paglabas niya sa banyo. Oo nga pala nasa master's bedroom lang ang banyo kaya nasa iisnag kwarto kami. Akin 'tong kwarto at sa kabila si Kurt.
Napanganga naman ako na hindi naman dapat. So kailangang iparada ang pandesal? Wala akong dalang palaman! Shit Margo think straight. Kasalanan ng teenage hormones 'to.
"You are drooling wife." Napaiwas naman ako ng tingin. "Pwede naman himas. Libre lang." Dinampot ko naman yung unan na malapit sa akin at tinapon sa kaniya ng 'di tumitingin.
"Bastos!"
"I still have my towel so I'm not considered nude. Hindi pa rin ako bastos." Him and his outstanding logic.
"Bilisan mo ng lumabas."
Hindi ko napansin na nagpipigil na rin pala ako ng hininga. What the hell? Huminga ako ng malalim.
Hindi naman na ito umimik kaya akala ko ay lumabas na siya pero nagkakamali lang pala ako.
I turned my head towards the door pero may ibang tinamaan ang pamumukha ko.
Napasinghap ako ng malalim kaya langhap na langhap ko ang sabong ginamit niya. Walanghiya ang bango!
Instinct na atang mapalayo ako sa kaniya pero hindi ako nakalayo ng hawakan niya ako sa magkabilang balikat.
Napatingin ako sa kaniya habang iniiwasan makaface to face yung abs niya. Bakita kasi may abs pa siya. Sana taba na lang para hindi ako pinagpapawisan ng ganito.
Oo pinagpapawisan ako ngayon kahit nakafull na ata yung aircon sa kwarto.
"Lumayo ka nga!" reklamo ko. Hindi ko alam kung tama ba siyang itulak sa abs kaya sinabihan ko lang siya. "Kung 'di ka lalayo makakatikim yang alaga mo sa baba Kurt!" Yung galit kunyari sa mukha ko nakaukit na
"Oh don't make me that face Margo. My friend here is having unnecessary thoughts right now." And he smirked sexily. Yeah note that sexily party. Ginagawa niya na 'yon dati pero iba ang epekto ngayon.
"Fuck you!"
"Oh I can do that to you wife." Nangilabot naman ako sa sinabi nito. "And I can claim your lips for having such a bad mouth." I tightened my lips.
"Subukan mo." Pananakot ko sa kaniya.
"I can you know. I can." And I refuse to acknowledge the thought of me doing the deed with him. Of course, no! That won't happen.
Pero sa kakaisip ko hindi ko napansing malapit na ang mukha niya sa akin. At naramdaman ko ang isang malambot na bagay na nakadikit sa labi ko.
I didn't do anything. Okay, I should probably push him but my mind is in chaos right now. Nagpapanic lahat ng brain cells ko!
Then his lips started to move. I was frozen. Marahan niyang hinaplos ang pisngi ko, napagigtad ako pero hindi sapat para makalayo. He gently nibbled my lower lip as I began to grab his nape unintentionally. This is not good Margo.
I felt some tingling sensation when he opened his mouth to gain more access. He squeezed my shoulder for me to open up, but I didn't. Pero ang mokong may paraan! He lick my lips then maneuvered his hand toward my tummy and started to draw some shapes. I gasp! Then that's the time his tongue entered my mouth.
I'm literally having a lack of oxygen in my system. He stop and gain some air then furthered another round with my lips. I'm having a battle with my conscience and my teenage hormones right now. He then laid me on the bed, him in top of me.
I'm having so much in my mind. But his kisses filled the uncertainties I'm having. I need to push him. I need to stop him from kissing me. I need to escape. But all those are fading every time our skin touches.
I will surely bury myself alive after this.
His lips trailed down to my neck where I almost lost my consciousness. Oh goodness his effect on my body gave me the sudden urge to kiss him deep and hard.
Pero natigil ang lahat ng marinig kong tumunog yung cellphone ko.
Napatigil siya at napatingin sa akin. I was catching my breathe when are gazes meet. And reality struck me! Oh goodness I'm giving in!
"Oh shit!" bigla siyang napabalikwas ng bangon at tumitig muna sa akin. "I didn't mean..." He look frustrated.
My face is turning red. I need to hide myself now. Hindi ako nakaimik. Nakatingin siya sa akin na ramdam ko naman. I can't look straight at him. Not now nor tomorrow. I need to erase the thoughts of me and him having that skinship scenario.
Kailangan ko atang lumagok ng isoprophyl nito.
"I'm going to my room. " Hindi muli akong sumagot at narinig ko na lang ang pagsara ng pinto.
And it dawns on me that we almost had that bodily interaction minutes ago. I don't know what face I should master after this.
Wala na ata akong mukhang maihaharap kay Kurt.
Kung bakit ba naman kasi nastranded ang utak ko edi sana walang nasimulan. Edi sana hindi ako nasarapan.
Wait, What?!
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Note: I edited the BS part which is quite inappropriate for some. Pero ang point hindi naman natuloy! XD. Bear with the typos for now. Mas mahala ang revision at grammar check kaysa sa typos. K babush! ~3^