Here's some depressing crap i wrote.
H
ave you ever been in pain?
Like heart crushing pain?
Like tortuous pain
The kind of pain that
You'd kill yourself
To get away from it?
The kind of heartcrushing pain
That makes you crazy
And makes it hard to smile
Hard to live? Hard to laugh?
Or get out of bed in the morning.
.
I have.. Its called depression.
More cuz y not
Have you ever cut yourself?
I have.
People cut for various reasons
Attention is the main one.
Me?
I cut because feeling the pain where i cut myself takes away from the pain i feel inside. Even just for a moment.. A second even
MORE
Why do you stand by me? Im awful! A waste of space and fresh air. But yet you stay. You somehow love.... A monster lile me... I try to push you away but it pulls you closer. I guess this is love. I like it....
Thats all