~ Suga's P.O.V
I have no freaking clue what Jungkook is doing, but I think he clearly knows what he's doing. I bet this is J-Hope's idea... couldn't make it even more fucking obvious...
But it's working, I'll give him that. I'm jealous. Sigh. I just want him already. Even without knowing if he feels the same as I do or the complete opposite. I just really want to tell him that I love him. Jimin's courage made me want to do it as well.
No regrets.
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~ V's P.O.V
Jimin and I continued practicing while Jungkook tried to make Suga jealous. Obvious kid... But it seems to be working. Hyung is too easy hehe.
"I'm going to go get some fresh air." Jimin says before walking away
"Jimin-..."
It's no suprise that he's still sad about it... I should go to him.
I follow him outside to find him sitting on the bench with a sad expression. Makes me want to cry in his stead.
"How are you feeling?" I ask him
"Still sad... But I feel relief."
"Because you finally told him, huh?"
"Yeah... But why does love have to be so complicated?" He looks at the sky
"You know, Jimina.. I ask myself the same question."
"You do? You have someone you're interessed in?"
"Yes, in fact I do."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because I was afraid."
"What do you mean?"
"Jimina... love is complicated because we don't get the person we want in a snap of a finger. Nor do we know the other's feelings. Is it mutual? Is it meant to be? Is it possible? Is this really love? It's complicated because we wouldn't know the outcome and we can't answer our own questions. It's frightening.. . That's why love is complicated..."
"....you're right."
"But it can be solved in one simple way. Well, two ways actually."
"How?"
"Even if you don't know the answer to these unknown questions, love won't stop rising... and the step you could take is to confess or to hide it. Taking the courage to make the move because you want the other person to know how you truly feel. Even if you don't receive the answer you want, you feel good. It's sad, yes. But it's taking a further step in life. Accepting and learning. And therefor move on."
"Damn... I never knew you could make sense with that mind of yours, Taehyung."
"I'll take that as a compliment, thank you."
"So what will you do with the person you like, Taehyung?"
"... at the very beginning, I wanted to keep it hidden. Because I didn't want the person to feel disgusted or hate me... I wanted to stay with that person. But if I hide it, I would regret it. It would hurt me."
"What do you think of doing now?"
"Just watch and see."
"Huh?"
"Jimin.." I look at him, "I love you."
"....Taehyung..."
"I know your heart was or still is interessed in someone else... I knew I wouldn't have the chance to have you as mine... But still, I want you to know. I want you to know that I think of you more than a friend. You're the one I love."
"... Taehyung... I'm sorry. I never realized."
"Do not apologize. At this moment, it's not a lover that you need... it's a friend. I am more than willing enough to play that part. Because I am a friend to you. I want you to be happy, no matter who it will be the one to make you feel that true happiness, as long as you're happy. I'm here for you, OK?"
".... Thank you... t-thank you..."
I rub his back and caress his hair. If this is the limit of how close I can be with him, I'm fine with it, even if I want him so dearly. At least, I finally told him... Thank you for listening to me, Jimin.
I love you.
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~ J-Hope's P.O.V
This kiddo ignored my thumps up. I am now sad. He couldn't have made it more obvious? Sigh. We are going to end practice earlier today, since it was all complicated and stuff. Plus, Jungkook is killing Namjoonie with that tough ass practice thing. Show off Kookie.
"Alright Hyung! Next step!"
"Whatttttt, we've been doing this non stop for hours!" Namjoon complains
"But we are almost done-WA!"
"Alright, Kookie, your work is done. Let Namjoon rest before he gets himself killed."
"My ear!!!!" Jungkook cries out
I drag Jungkook by the ear out of here. Then, we sneak behind a wall.
"Hyuuuuunnngg, what are we doing?"
"Shh Jungkook, he thinks we're gone."
"Yoongi Hyung?"
"Yes.. you did a marvelous obvious job, Kookie."
"Hell yeah. Don't forget that dinner!"
"Sure, sure."
"Hey you said-"
"He's making the move!"
"Let me see, let me see!"
"Shh... don't talk too loud, Kookie."
Good luck, Suga!
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~ Suga's P.O.V
Take a deep breath in and out. Let's go see Namjoon. He's sitting down in the chair looking hell of tired. Damn it, Jungkook. You over did it. I'll teach him a lesson later...
"Hey, Namjoona." I greet him
"... Oh Hyung, sup?" He replies with a tired tone
"Tiring day, yeah?"
"Yes... very."
"At least everything is solved now. Is Jin alright?"
"He's fine... He's a bit sad."
"Why?"
"The whole situation was a misunderstanding but... he confessed his feelings to me."
"I see... how do you feel about it?"
"Unexpected... but pleased that someone as handsome as him would have feelings for me, haha."
My heart hurts.
"So... you like him back?"
"No... I couldn't return them."
"Phew."
"Huh?
"Nothing" (eeeeesh close call)
"*yawn*"
"Namjoona... Why did you apologise to Jimin earlier?"
"... the same reason why I didn't return Hyung's feelings."
"What do you mean?"
"I promised Jimin that I would help him get the person he likes..."
"What?!"
Me??????
"But I broke it... and then Jin confessed... and I told him I'm sorry because..."
"Because?"
My heart went from broken to exciting yet nerve wrecking.
"Y...Zzzz..."
"Namjoon? Namjoona?!"
"Zzz...."
"Damn it, you fell asleep."
What was he going to say? Fuck should I wake him up? No... He's been through some shit today. I should let him rest. But I want to know so bad!
Was he going to say "you" ?
No way... could he...? No way. That's like a dream come true... well it could be something else... anything starts with that letter... but it gave me hope damn it!
I stare at Namjoon's sleeping face for about the hundredth time.
He's beautiful...
DAMN IT. How many times am I going to say that about him? I turn my head to the other side, embarrassed.
???? Oh, it's just his head on my shoulder... Holy shit we are so close.
I want him.. I want to be with him like this. Everyday... how could these feelings developed so fast and so strongly? Shit this reminds me of the night I kissed his head...
Should I do it again?
AM I CRAZY? Sexual harassment part 2!? I have restraint!!!... I take a look at his sleeping face. A look that's tempting me so bad. But what if he doesn't feel that way about me? What if I hurt him? What if we won't go back to how we used to be?
No... I must not be afraid. Namjoon would never detest me. He would always treat everyone with respect and kindness... that's the person I fell for.
I want him.
I want you Namjoona. I face him... I can't hold back..
I want you. Even if you don't feel the same way as I do... I just want to let you know that I want you...
Because I love you.
A/N : the song is hella good.
That's all. I still want you~