You were with her
You were no more my spur
Our love became blur
Until I gave up cause you suck
She was more important than me
She was your girlfriend to be
I've watched you smiling at her
Again you were no more my spur
You were with her
Her love was better
I cried until my heart aches
And now it's going on for days
I'm sorry for not being as beautiful as her
I'm sorry for not being as slim as her
I'm sorry for not being as intelligent as her
I'm so sorry for not being her
You wanted someone better
Perhaps I was no more stronger
To take these words and fight against her
I was no more myself, since you were with her
I cried and I'm still crying
How can I be so dumb and fighting
I'm fighting with my own self
Wanting to explore happiness within myself
I just had a nightmare, fucking nightmare
You were kissing her , and that killed my spur
My love for you was still in the zone
But you thought I was totally gone
I still want to see you, smile at you,
I still want to feel those lips and stare at you
I'm sorry for not being her
I need a new spur
A new spur that will value myself
A new spur that will not make me cry the fuck out of myself
A new spur to hold me tight
Until our love will grow bright
-Myriam