the daily life of MEEEEEEEE

underestimated

Everyone just believes im fine since i smile and laugh.
When im asked "How are you?" I reply with "Good" or "Fine" because simply I add to much stress on so many.
I might look like I'm healthy but each night I throw away my food because I eat too much.
I'm so stupid.
Am I too dramatic?
Sorry...
I cause too much to happen..
I dont want people to worry about me.
When people see me at first I smile, laugh, crack a few jokes here and there, talk about random stuff because I simply can't tell anyone my feelings in fear that I will add to much stress on someone.
Medicine doesn't help.
Its a waste of money.
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I'm b
I'm br
I'm bro
I'm brok
I'm broke
I'm broken
I'm a waste of space.
I was sent here by mistake.
So many people would have better lives if I wasn't born.
My whole family hates me.
I only have 4 friends left.
When no body cares about me anymore then I can leave without guilt of hurting someone.
They always check the legs, arms, wrist, neck, and shoulders...
But they always miss a spot