Babylix☀️
Changbin
Babylix☀️
Please pick up your phone
Babylix☀️
Changbin please
Babylix☀️
I waited for you after school
Babylix☀️
Apparently you weren't in any of your lessons?
Babylix☀️
Talk to me
Babylix☀️
Please i beg you
Babylix☀️
Please
Babylix☀️
We need to talk
Babylix☀️
We can fix this
Binnie🌼
What could you possibly say to fix this
Binnie🌼
Did you think you could just leave without saying anything? That I'd magically be ok with this?
Babylix☀️
I was scared!
Babylix☀️
I didn't want it to happen
Babylix☀️
I don't want anything to change
Babylix☀️
But i want to go back
Binnie🌼
Are you fucking with me right now?
Binnie🌼
You don't want to go, you don't want anything to change- but you want to go back??
Binnie🌼
Make up your goddamn mind, so I can make up mine.
Babylix☀️
You think this is easy for me?
Babylix☀️
I have my whole life back in Australia
Babylix☀️
My family, my dance, it's my home!
Babylix☀️
You think i enjoyed holding you hand only to remember that in a few months I'll be thousands of miles away???
Babylix☀️
Even if I did stay for another exchange, you think I don't have to leave after that one finishes?
Babylix☀️
Changbin you and the guys are all that i have here and i love it here so much
Babylix☀️
But i miss my life back home as well
Binnie🌼
You are such a selfish prat
Binnie🌼
If you bloody said something maybe we could've worked it out.
Binnie🌼
The fact that you didn't even mention it once makes it a lot worse!
Babylix☀️
I was going to tell you!
Binnie🌼
When? On the plane? You're an idiot.
Babylix☀️
And you're being ridiculous
Babylix☀️
Did you ever take a moment to realise that maybe a part of me desperately wants to stay with you?
Binnie🌼
That's not what I'm pissed about
Binnie🌼
You. Didn't. Tell. Me.
Binnie🌼
We never talked about
Binnie🌼
That's what a relationship is!! Partnership!! Trust! Communication! All things you seemed to have forgotten!
Babylix☀️
It's not like you didn't know! I'm an exchange student for god sake, I was bound to leave sooner or later!
Babylix☀️
Stop acting like I'm a bad guy and you're the unsuspecting victim because you knew.
Binnie🌼
Well I'm sorry that I was finally happy
Binnie🌼
I am truly sorry for feeling loved for once that I pushed away all negative thoughts
Binnie🌼
Please forgive me for finally finding myself and enjoying life
Binnie🌼
Before you showed up all I had was school and my friends.
Binnie🌼
And i love the guys so much, but that's not the love i wanted to feel.
Binnie🌼
Then you ran into my life with your radiant smile, your galaxy like freckles and your mesmerising eyes
Binnie🌼
Your sweet and kind hearted personality, your beautiful laugh and the way you made me feel at peace.
Binnie🌼
I'm so sorry that I was like FUCK IT IM IN LOVE AND DIDN'T REMEMBER THAT IT'LL ALL GO AWAY SOON
Binnie🌼
So please, I beg you, forgive me!
Babylix☀️
Changbin
Babylix☀️
It doesn't have to disappear
Babylix☀️
We can make it work
Babylix☀️
Please pick up the phone
Babylix☀️
Please Changbin
Babylix☀️
It doesn't need to stop
Binnie🌼
And once again you've made it all about you
Binnie🌼
I can't make it work! I can't pretend the distance doesn't exist! I can't act like nothings changed when everything is changing!
Binnie🌼
This is why I didn't want to get close to you
Binnie🌼
Why I was so hesitant to even believe in this
Binnie🌼
BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS LEAVE
Binnie🌼
IT ALWAYS ENDS
Babylix☀️
It doesn't need to end!
Binnie🌼
Yes, it does.
Babylix☀️
Changbin
Babylix☀️
No wait Changbin
Binnie🌼
Stop texting me.
Babylix☀️
PLEASE CHANGBIN
Babylix☀️
PICK UP THE PHONE
DO YOU WANT
TO BLOCK
Babylix☀️ ?
Babylix☀️
ANSWER ME PLEASE
YES | NO
Babylix☀️
CHANGIN
Babylix☀️
CHANGBIN PLEASE
Babylix☀️
PLEASE
YES | NO
Babylix☀️
PLEASE
🔴MESSAGE NOT SENT
YOU HAVE
BLOCKED
Babylix☀️
It's 3am and i have a huge headache kill me nOW
Also a quick reminder that hit me hard while writing; this is based on a true story. Of two real people. Who really faced this very real problem. Real tears. A real argument. Real feelings.
Now you probably feel even worse wELL
I'm sorry for the pain you may be experiencing right about now oK BYE GOODNIGHT
LOVE YALL
EVEN IF THIS BOOK IS SUPER DEPRESSING BE POSITIVE, DRINK WATER, STAY GUCCI AND HAPPY.
14/05/18
Dt;
forfallenfools
MINHOVER