Today was a rough day, BTS were performing for their comeback and everyone was busy and tired.Namjoon , however, was more calm. After chatting with Y/N yesterday all nigh she was able to calm him down and release some stress. They kept talking about RM in particular, or should be rephrased as he was asking about her opinion on himself in a sort of criticism so Y/N in return defend him with beautiful words about him that he never knew he needed that much.
At 11:00pm that day after performing and winning first place , he was sitting in the backseat of the car heading to their dorms, all he could think of was the pervious' day chat . He opened the app and tabbed on their chat then scrolled up through their chat to read it for the 10th time so far.
A smile appeared on his face when he stumbled over some memes that she shared As her reaction for criticism towards basically himself.
He didn't want to hardcore dig into his insecurities since he knew Y/N is RM biased and that could result in a fight or awkwardness between them. He tried to not sound as a hater towards himself
He tapped on the chatting bar thinking if he should start a conversation today or not ,however his finger were faster than his own will and he didn't realize that he actually started a chat until the seen mark was visible
RYJoonie: hey
Btsarmyfordamic: omg you actually started
a convo
Btsarmyfordamic: I knew I'm irresistible
RYJoonie: ok bye 👋
Btsarmyfordamic: no no waiiittttttt
btsarmyfordamic: I'm not irresistible
Btsarmyfordamic: hell im not even close
Btsarmyfordamic: come backkkkkk
Btsarmyfordamic: my ugly a$s wanted
some attention and I got it
but srsly
RYJoonie: he don't call yourself ugly
Btsarmyfordamic:
RYJoonie: seriously don't say this
about yourself
Btsarmyfordamic: lol you haven't even seen
me yet xD
RYJoonie: I don't need to to defend
this
RYJoonie: beauty standards are
over rated and beauty itself is
Controversial. You may look
beautiful to some people and OK
to others
RYJoonie: beauty is just a marketing
world. There is no beauty, this word
is misleading. They can tell you that
beauty product does whatever or this
Beauty trends is whatever. Let's say red
RYJoonie: red could look good on you
but not your friend. Does that make her
any less ? no. Does she think she is any
less ?probably yes . Why ?because that
word BEAUTY gets well under people's
skin and markets just perfectly!!
RYJoonie: girls around the world looks
different , some countries definition of
beauty can be the total opposite to others
and therefore as a conclusion , beauty is
an empty word
RYJoonie: I believe that every girl
has her own beauty that makes her
unique
Btsarmyfordamic:......
Btsarmyfordamic: maaaaan you speak
like a smart person, I think I got hold
of most of what you said
Btsarmyfordamic: thanks btw