"Your existence is a curse"
"You are worthless"
"You are better off dead"
Words he hear everyday of his miserable life but still, he smiles.
He smiles like it doesn't affect him.
He smiles like it doesn't hurt him.
He smiles like it doesn't pain him to death.
He smiles like he did not suffer.
But he's in so much pain right now, nobody sees it.
For the people around him judges him a bad and heartless boy.
Everytime he hear these words, he smiles even if it's unbearable.
He wanted to burst out, he wanted to cry but he cannot because people thinks he's heartless with no manners so he smiles, enough to cover up the pain.
He is just a boy who lost his way, a boy who is scarred yet strong enough to continue to live.
He needs guidance but instead people reflected their disgusted emotion to him.
People forget that he is a human.
A human that can feel emotions, in need of love and attention.
He maybe strong, but that's only a facade
He's also as fragile as a glass.
His life is full of pretend.
He wanted to escape from his own boat.
But people always judges him not to because he is worthless.
People made him numb.
He made him heartless but the truth is;
He's waiting to be saved.
🐰Blu
Skyblue Shadow