Dearest Y/N,
I didn't asked you on a date. You may wonder why... But I realized that asking you on a date after meeting you will be weird and nasty.
I mean, you have probably no idea we met so many time before. So I am fine with a role of your friend..
Why am I speaking in bullshit.
I WANT TO TAKE YOU ON A DATE BUT WHY WAS THERE A GUY WITH YOU TODAY.
I know you don't have boyfriend.. Seungmin tild me so.. BUT what if it's your crush?!? Childhood friend?!? Anyone who can love you?!?
Ahh.. I cried to my pillow. I feel sad. I can't stop pouting whole day.
It's past midnight when I'm writing this today.
I am fed up. And learning. I want to tell you that I like you. My heart is suffering.
What am I going to do?
Shall I try it?
What if you refuse to talk to me after that?
Why did I fell in love?
I am anxious.. I want to love you. I want to hold your hand. And I want to take you on dates.
I think it's official.
I loved you even before I had a chance to love you.
Yours stupid Jisung