Song of the chapter What doesn't Kill You (Makes you stronger) By Kelly Clarkson
I don't love him, I feel like he's more of a friend than someone to love,I just don't know how to tell him.
(Hours later)
I'm going to move in with Matt,Jack and Jack,Aaron, and Shawn, They all live in a house to gether in Florida,I Texted them and explained what happend with Taylor and Nash and they said I could move in with them and I could bring the kids.
I'm packing and leaving tonight while everyone else is sleeping,
Before I left I wrote a note:
Dear Nash,Cameron,and Carter
I'm sorry that I had to leave on such short notice, just couldn't stay here after everything that has happened. I need a fresh start,I've moved to Florida,It's a new state and I think I'll be much happier there than here,I love you guys!
Carter,
Thank you for being there,and yes I know you like me,it's ok the feelings mutual? We're still best friends right?TELL ME WE'RE STILL BEST FRIENDS! love you! - Belle
Nashley,
I'm sorry I left like this but I need a new start I hope you understand.I think we're better off friends but I STILL WANNA BE FRIENDS,CAN WE BE BEST FRIENDS?!?!?!?!?! Your the best babe!Love you! - Belle
Cammy bear!,
I think I'm going to miss you the most. You are like a big brother to me.I will text you always! I love you so much Cammy bear! I don't want to leave you,but I'm better off with this new start. I'm crying right now I miss you so much,I want to take you with me! The babies miss you too! Love you big bro - Belle
I put the note in the kicthen and grabbed all of my stuff and packed my car up and then went to get the kids and put them in the car,I went inside one more time to say goodbye to the house. I left, turned on the car and drove away.
Good bye California. Hello Florida,hello new life.
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Hey guys this may or may not become a matt espinosa fanfiction for a while.Sorry but I have a plan don't worry.I"m thinking I'm going to make three books to this story. Not sure yet.
But Comment a name for my new book. Love you guys thanks for all these reads!
Sorry for the really sucky chapter