Just send me one.
From that moment my life was done.
I gave away myself to him.
Only to find out in his life, I didn't fit in.
All he wanted was to see my body.
All he wanted was a girl that acted naughty.
So here I am, still believing that promises were true.
Here I am, still clinging on to you.
Here I sit,
Here I wait.
Here I was sure, you were my fate.
The pain doesn't hurt as much as you'd think.
It's hurts so much more.
My eyes are dry, they refuse to blink.
If I were to close them, they'd fill with memories of the past.
If I were to close them, we certainly wouldn't last.
Not to hear your sweet voice.
These scars I've made, they were my choice.
I apologize for mistakes I've made.
I apologize for using my silver blade.
I didn't mean to let myself go.
The photos and moments meant more to me than you would know.