His past
Haya POV
"Aslam Alikum "she greeted me with weak I smile awkwardly
"Walikum Salam come na"I said she come she seriously look beautiful wearing jeans with shirt which reached knee she sat I went kitchen took juice with snacks she protest but I didn't listen
"If you come before 5 min na you'll meet zaid he just went office "I said she gave me weak smile
"It's good his morning didn't spoiled"she said I confused surprised
"Huh what you sayi.."I was saying when she cut me
"Just let it be btw I come to meet you I really need your help"she said make me more confused but I quite nodded to let her finish
"Actually I lost my job last month "she said make me shocked
"What why??"
"I give them my 4 years and they bloody kick me out just like that excusing they need new talent new employees like hell "she said angrily I can understand her feeling
May ALLAH help her
"I tried alot but I didn't get job and now my all savings finished I don't know what I will do "she said I put hand on her shoulder her eyes having tears she really look needy
"Don't worry ALLAH help you but what can I do for you in this"I said she signed then nervously played with her fingers
"Can you ..I mean.."
"Say na I love to help you " I said
"Actually please talk with zaid na to give me job in his office not on request base but on qualification and experience base his company want qualified experience textile designer " she said Make me confused I already know there is something happen in past between them and now I'm restless
That's it
"Zara please don't take me wrong don't you think you should talk to him not me as you guys cousin and best friends too" I said straight to the point I'm fed up I want to know what reason behind there behave weird
Zara look nervous sudden my outspoken
"Umm nothing it's just i think to .."she about to give me some stupid reason that she think I should ask first you and all I cut her
"Stop it Zara I know there is another reason and connected from past so don't excuse okay just tell me truth" I said quite strong tone but
I really want to know the reason everyone took her name then quite I don't want to disturb zaid and not want to force him but I also don't want any stupid negative thoughts by thinking what which effect us
She look shocked surprised by my tone and guess
"It's not my place"she said low tone
"Please Zara I want to know I only didn't asked zaid because I don't want to disturb him or upset him that's why I'm asking you" I explained her calmly not want to throw my frustration
It's really irritating me
"But I don't want to create any misunderstanding between .."
"You can't ..." I cut her strength
"No one come between me not you not anyone I'm not gonna let that happen this ever INSHALLAH and about misunderstanding our relationship is more than husband wife he is my only best friend I understand him as well he is my life my love my companion so I don't think a minor past can affect us I will not let it happen" I cleared her out
INSHALLAH I never let it happen
She look me then take deep breaths and said make me fisted sofa my world shattered in simple words
"I'm zaid's ex finance " her words make my heart break I was shocked
I mean they was about to marry may be he love....no
No no haya be strong stick on your words
I'm not let past affect us
Our world
Don't show her weakness
He is my husband only mine zaid
My trance broke
"Haya you okay??"she asked I give her fake smile and nodded
"Then...why..you didn't.."my words not coming out I decided I will not going to weak
"Actually as Anni (zaid mom) shifted here our family become more close as uncle haven't that much relatives so when we kid me and zaid become Best friend and when our parents see this they decided that they make us married when we grow up and with these talks we grow up and still best friends but we never behave like couple we decided that we will be best friend forever and the couple relationship we make it after marriage and this was said by zaid he always like this " she telling me story from start I also control myself patiently listen
"Our relationship of trust he want our love relationship pure he scared that we will break with any misunderstanding or lack of trust so he want us strong "her word working like knife in my heart these words he used to us
Is she such a important person for him as me or more than me
"zaid always said he trust me more then anyone he know I never break it but his words shattered " she said with pain her eyes get watery
"When we completed our college zaid decided went America for further study so our elder decided to engage us and we both are happy with it I still remember zaid smile he promised me "zaru I didn't know how will be I husband but I know one thing I will be your best friend first and always be I don't know couple thing but I will always love you as a friend I never cheated on you I will support you every stage of life but I only need one thing trust never break it I know you never because for me trust is more than important than love" he said with promised and I do promise we was happy to thought that we gonna spend whole life with best friend but destiny decided something else" she explained me my tears about to drop to saw her eyes glow as she remember his words his smile and it's broke my heart many pieces
I know it's stupid to cry now on his past but it's hurt so much to think your love was meant to be someone else
But I have to control
ALLAH give me strength
"Then our University start we talked everything but I make new friend in University named Jack and I told zaid also and he cool with it as he told me about Sahar and wakaas his new friends but I don't know when Jack become more then friend and this thing I started avoid zaid calls massages make excuse of study because I felt very much guilty I mean I know I belong to him but still I start fall for other man and one day he confess his feeling then I can't control and get with him as realtionship no one know there was many time zaid asked me "what's wrong I changed alot or something borther" but I haven't courage to confess my crime and this going like this and years went and zaid back with compelet his study my heart screamed guilty how I face him first I cheat him then Jack is non Muslim I was confused then Anni want our nikkha and after 6 months farewell I was shocked I don't know how to react zaid notice that "
Flashbacks
"Zaru tell me something bother you??"he asked I scared
"No nothing why ..you asked "I asked him he look me
"Your behavior changed you tens I know just tell me trust me don't think if the truth worst just tell me I swear I will handle everything if you don't want this marriage now just tell me"he said calmly I shocked how much he trust me Care for me and I'm ashamed on myself I decided I will not stop this marriage
"Nothing bother me I like date don't think too much everything short out now"I said he look me unsatisfied but nodded
I break up with Jack
"Then what Happened"I asked Zara
"My all courage vain" she said with tears down
Flashbacks
All house decorated beautifully then imam shab waiting for Zara when Zara mother come with tears and said
"Zara is not in room"all shocked it's like someone strach earth all sudden
"What you mean where she is "Mrs Ahmed said she lower her head
"She's not in whole house I called her but her phone switched off"
"The bride run away"one of their relatives said her mother was ashamed all started commenting
"Stop it !!! It must be something else I know zaru never did this to me it's something urgent she will be back I don't want single word for her and Anni don't worry I will find her" zaid said confidentiality all shocked to see him like this he start calling her and her friends but all vain no one know about her all guest left day become evening evening become night all worried but zaid confident that she didn't run then doorbell rang zaid smile
"It must be zara I told u "he said and open door and yeah it's Zara he smile and hug her for the first time after adult
"Where was you stupid you make us all scared god zaru !!"he said and broke hug she looked down not meeting eyes with him he hold her hand and dragged her in when she stop he truned looked her confused
She turned went out again then come with someone and it's none other Jack make zaid shocked
"Zara who's he." He asked she looked him with tears red eyes
"Ooh yeah he's Jack na your friend damn I forget I saw his pic " all other somewhere understand what is going on just pray it's not true but zaid behavior so different he didn't react it's because he trust her alot blindly and that make her more guilty
"Hey Jack zaid thank you to bring her home back safely we were so worried "zaid said and again hold her hand to dragged her inside when she stop and hold Jack hand firmly
Zaid look their hand then her who's teras didn't stop and didn't look him
The look him
"Sorry zaid we married " as she said he taking a back with shocked
"You what?"he asked disbelief
"I love Jack and he love me we get married" as she said her mother come front slapped her right cheek
"Why Zara why you did this to us why we trust you so much he trust you so much......today I'm ashamed to call you my daughter" she screamed i look her please but none soft everyone angry hurt ashamed
But
zaid was just numb and Zara only look him because she know she hurt most him he didn't deserve this all started throwing their anger expect zaid she went front of him hold his hand who just lost
"Zaid shout yelled slap me please say something I hurt you most "she shouted on him as he didn't said any word she holding his collar and yell but he didn't look at her
"I know I done crime zaid I know I broke you I'm worst person please yell beat me please say something" she again screamed and fell on his knee he look her and make her stand his eyes filled with tears red but with sad smile
"Congratulation for marriage"he said make all shocked gasped he sad smile with tears down
"Zaid don't do this to me slap me"she again said with sobbed he smile more with tears dropped dropped down from his eyes
"Slap !! why I slap you I think life slap me more harder today" he said with pain
"Today I failed as a friend "he said make Zara shocked she shook her head
"No I'm worst friend you are bestest friend ever"she said with tears he painful smile
"That's why you broke my trust "he said Zara look down
"Why Zara why can't you trust me enough for once just shared I promised you I handle everything but you didn't trust me and broke my trust the base of our relationship "he said calmly then wiped his tears
"But still I wish may ALLAH SWT give you every happiness also mine one in your life but Zara today you not only break my trust but from now I can't trust anyone" with this said he left the house she fell on ground cry all her heart out
Zara cried haya also having many tears down to think that how much he bear pain
"I broke him haya I broke him"she cried badaly
"How could you Zara how could you do this with my zaid he trust you alot because of you he.... he" haya said in quite emotional tone Zara cry more
"The love blind me it's seriously blind me haya"she said haya cried to think about zaid and remind all his mood swings his panicked attacks his fear
"And look at the destiny after one year of marriage jack divorce me ditch me as I ditch zaid" she said to make haya shocked again she nodded .
"May be it's my punishment by ALLAH SWT for hurting him " she said
"After that he didn't talked to me I try to be friend but he ignore me he hate me" she said and cry
"I don't know what should I said but I just say ALLAH make everything better soon don't worry" haya said and took her hug she know Zara guilty ashamed herself on her deed but love seriously make people blind
Ya ALLAH forgive her
He loved her
He broke because of her
This is the reason he doesn't want to start.....
Ya Allah.....
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It's nigh
when haya ready beautifully for her husband she felt hurt but it's his past she felt hurt for him she promised herself that the past not let affect their future she get ready with red frock open hair kajal in eyes light make up
But her heart crying it's not easy to admit that your love loved someone in past with this passion
That his heart beat for someone for the first time
That he felt something for someone future present
Aggggghhr
"Yaaaa stop it "she screamed
She fell on her knee cry aloud badly then
She heard horn with that she run bathroom wiped her tears touch up controlled her tears then run downstairs before he bell she open door with fake smile
"Assalam Alaikum..."I said who just stuck his Graze on me
"Zaid.."I shook him
"Huh " he said then come inside
"Walikum Salam....what Happened jaan??"he said and looking my eyes I smile fakely shook my head no
"No.. nothing "I said he walked closer hold my face in his hand make me looked him
"Did you cry...??"he asked my heart again felt same pain I avert my eyes to control my tears
"Nothing like that I just miss you alot " I said divert topic and warped my arms around his waist put my head on his heart he hug me back
" Stop lie you are not good in it but I wouldn't forced for now but you have to tell me okay??"he said my eyes get moisture I wiped it with thumb still in his embrace
"Okay darling hubby"I said pull myself and kissed his cheek he smile then kissed my forehead for good minutes
"I love you you are my everything I can't afford tears in your eyes don't cry it's hurt"he said holding my face my eyes dropped tears but happy one
He love me now
That was his past
I'm his present future
I nodded
We just lost in each other eyes step closer he dug my hair behind ear I averted eyes from him as I can't looked his too long otherwise I crashed on his chest and cried aloud he lean to my face and whispered husky
"You look breathTaking wifey"and kissed her earlobe fisted e dupatta I thought he didn't notice
"Zaid... Please"i said nervously he pull himself back with smile and hold my hand start walking towards room as we went to room Zaid threw the bag then his coat on bed losing his tie went to bathroom I clean the mess then after some time he back after take bath shirtless wearing his pants I just watched him without blink my life my strength he felt my graze he turned towards me but my grazed fixed I just felt so scared to lose him to lose us he smirked at me
"Checking out Mrs Zaid"he said teasingly but my grazed was intense passionate with love fear hurt he walked towards me felt something wrong I avert my grazed without any emotion he cupped my face
"What wrong rapunzel tell me you scaring me "he said creasing my cheekbones I looked him our eyes meet he was waiting for my answer
"Can I asked you something."he quickly nodded without thinking I moved closer
"Kiss me"I asked he shocked okay I act bold before but never asked like that I want to insure myself
"What... what you.."he was shocked with sudden demand
"Please I needed please don't ask anything now please I want to feel you Zaid"I plead him with tears he look confused shocked but without thinking he press his lips on mine it's was soft kiss but I make it passionate aggressive my hands on his head fisted his wet hair pulling more deeper his hands tightly hold my waist he about to break but I didn't let him I bite his lower lip with kissed I somehow dragged him on bed he fell with me over him without break kiss his bare chest hot body making me shivered his hands roam around my back he break kiss forcefully as we breathless but before he asked anything I started kissing his neck bare shoulder chest my hands roaming in his bare chest I felt his abs
I don't know what Goten on me today
I kissed his throat he groaned with intensity I never much this bold I bite his neck he moan he rub my back may be try to calm me down but only Zara words ranging in my ear my eyes shut but wet
"Haya...s..top"he whispered but I didn't care I kissed his whole face
"Ha..ya..stop.."I heard again but I can't my tears fell down my heart screamed I can't hear him sudden he flipped position come over on me with pinned my hand I open my eyes his vision was not clear due to tears I know my eyes must be red his hands hold mine tightly he was breathlessly
"Stop"he whispered with that my heart crashed into pieces he rejected me
"We need to stop"he said again taking clam breath I just stare him he really refused me is his past love still affect him
"What happened haya just tell me??" He asked I looked him with hurt pain my tears running more fast his left hand wiped my tears I looked him
He reject you
You make yourself fool
Is this much you desperate
I'm scared
But he don't want you
My mind mock my heart
I feel so stupid to doing this
"Haya tell me please why you behave like this what borther" he said creasing my cheek but I didn't replied just stare him
What you make me Zaid
May be he love me
But he love her more
"Haya you scaring me now just tell me yaar"he said irritatedly I smile mockly
"Scare I scare you now"I said he looked confused I struggle to get rid from his grip
"Leave me"I said coldly he look shocked confused
"Huh"
"I said let me go"I again said ice coldly he really shock I never talked to him like this i struggled and he lose his grip I push him about to go he griped my wrist
"Haya.."I cut him with shout
"Don't touch me"I yell for the first time his eyes wide I jerk his hand
"Don't you dare to touch me ever"I said coldly and left bathroom I heard he calling me behind follow me but I was fast and lock myself in bathroom he banging the door I fell on knee cry covered my mouth with hand to not cry aloud
I'm hurt
I'm angry I'm angry myself
I felt so humiliated right now
I felt so desperate for his love and he reject me
Why why I love him so much I love him dam so much that it's hurting
But he love her more
"Haya.. rapunzel..jaan just open the door baby we talk calmly"he said but I'm broken what will I talk how much he love her how much he broken because of her
"Meri jaan just open it na fine you shout on me how much you want slap me whatever you want just open the damn door let me heal you I know you crying you hurt please just come "he said oh my Allah I can't breathe I can't the way he using these words hurt me more
"Just...leave me ...alone"I said with cry
"No I can't I never"he said before he could say I heard doorbell
"Hayu please open the door Jaan..."he again said more like whispered my heart felt pain with his tone names why he treat me like this when he can't be mine
"I said just leave me"I shouted again before he said anything bell again rang must be Bhai and appi reached I heard his sigh then footstep sound that's mean he went I cried then wiped my face I look at mirror I face full red my eyes blood red I wash my face then applied lil makeup and combined my hair I went out I heard Sahara appi laughed vikas Bhai voice I wear fake smile and went downstairs
"Asalam Alikum"I said aloud they turned zaid eyes stare me with helplessly worries
Why he worried for me
"Walikum salam madam finally here "appi said and hug me I hug her
"How are you appi and my baby"I asked then bend and kissed her eight month belly
" ALL A HUMID ALLAH me and my son is super fine "she said I smile but wikas Bhai come taking me side hug interpreted
"Hello madam how many times I said not he she its baba's princess right baby"he talking with unborn baby shams was zaid arms zaid just stare me and I avoid they both fighting
"Okay okay stop guys we will see on time INSHALLAH "I said I wen zaid shams smiling spread his arm for me I went to pick him but zaid brush his hand on my hand with plead I give him cold glared and take shams and start talking me we all sat talking randomly zaid time to time look me he didn't more interested in talking he was quite ad I pretend to okay me appi went kitchen
"Haya.."appi call me I turned with smile
"You fine na jaani??"she asked lovingly I give fake smile try to be normal I nodded
"Ji appi why you asked"I said and turned to warm the food
"Haya im not just named your appi I mean you as sister your eyes speaking other story you was crying na tell me ??"she said I control my tears
"Nothing appi away bus" I said she look me
"Come on appi leave it let's go"I said took tray and went I sat before zaid sat beside me I put shams he look at me but he is so stubborn he took shams on his lap and sat beside me I ignored him we was having dinner when zaid hold my left hand tightly I glared him try to free my had but his hold more tight shams jumped down went to Bhai
"Leave my hand"I whispered with greeted my teeth
"Never"he whispered calmly
"Zaid stop it "I whispered again he looked me with hurt
"Until you didn't normal"he whispered thankfully Bhai appi busy with themselves didn't notice
With struggle I free my hand
"Zaid I was thinking start my own business "bhai said Zaid smile
"That's amazing man may Allah give you success"he said I also smile her smile
"INSHALLAH but i'm not sure I mean I have responsibilities I don't know its good idea or not "
"Come on wikas man you have more experienced than me 8 years man if you not remember you working from college and you should open your own company it's best time I know INSHALLAH you will get success and main bhi to ho I know you didn't take my any favour but as a CEO of Khan's company I can invest in your business as a shareholder but if we like your idea only then"Zaid said wikas Bhai smile
"Thanks bro and definitely I will come to Khan's company first before going other "we smile
"But we thinking shift Pakistan I want to open my company there "
"Really" Zaid asked in amazed tone he nodded Appi smile
"I have reasons yaar firstly if I open company here then it's make stronger for here's economic then why shouldn't I make my motherland strong and second reason is "he said and pause Appi start
I feel so proud of him I mean it's so beautiful thought and proved his love for Pakistan
"Second reason we want our babies upbringing in light and environment of Islam I mean i didn't accusing Muslim who live here but I want to give them that environment which we lived traditional I don't want make my children half foreign half Pakistani "she said and giggle we all smile and proud to her thinking
"Seriously guys I'm so proud of you this is best decision ever"I said the smiled
"I was thinking why don't you guys also shit there come on zee let's back to our motherland to our family I know they all miss u"Appi said before
Zaid said something I said which I regret my whole life shouldn't said
"Forget that Appi Zaid didn't care for anyone love care he care only himself only "I said all snapped me Zaid looked me with hurt with so much pain hurt in his eyes he didn't reply me just stare me with shocked I shocked myself
Ya ALLAH what I said
I shouldn't said this
It's hurt him
So what he hurt you as well don't forget
To hell with it but I shouldn't said this
I can't said this he most caring person of my life I can't forget how he treat me as princess and I said this
Ya ALLAH what I done
But damage it's done
"Yeah she's right "he said like whispered no one said anything for minute Bhai appi also look shocked
I felt ashamed myself
In your anger you stood so low
You insult your husband front everyone
I felt tears I looked him softly who didn't looked me
"Umm guys I want chocolate ice cream plz zee wikas go both na buy chocolate ice cream for me and take shami also"Appi said Bhai nodded stood with shams and before I hold Zaid hand he went out
I went living room with Appi
"What happened between you what was that??"she asked I hide my face with my both hands and start crying
"I don't know I just don't know Appi im hurt but I hurt him more and that's hurt me more than anything ya ALLAH "I sobbed Appi rub my back I put my head on her lap missing maa i want to hug her right now Appi crease my hair
"Missing aunty "I nodded hugging her belly I felt mother's touch
"I'm worst person I hate myself"I said with sobbed
" Don't say like this...I'm not asking what happened it's your matter you damage now you should repair it"she said I hug her more
"Appi what if I lost him"I asked pull myself back she looked at me and wiped my tears
"Nothing gonna happen I know him he love you very much and you pagal larki love him crazily nothing happen just don't let satan get over yourself don't let him ruin your relationship faith on ALLAH he will help you he will clear all problems which you can't solve "she said I nodded and hug her she hug me back
That's why anger is Haram it destroy everything
Zaid POV
I'm hurt
I'm worried
I'm angry
I'm helpless
I don't know what exactly word define my feeling my wroth feeling I don't know what happened to her all sudden we was happy in the morning she was laughing blushing giggling smile what happen in some hours that she behave like this
I'm not angry that she shout I'm not even angry her mean cold tone I'm angry that I can't calm her down I can't erase her pain I know she's in pain... pain that make her insan she never behave like this not even when I ignored her for months when she open door for me her eyes telling her pain that she was crying from hours I bet the red shot blood eyes and then her kiss
It's really something serious
The way she kiss me she never did before it's like she was scared insecure
But insecure from whom and why
Didn't I expressed my love enough
I was losing myself when she kissed me passionately my whole face neck shoulder boldly but her tears back my sense when her tears dropped on my face I stop her because I want to know what hurting her brother her but sudden she push me make me shocked hurt at same time its hurt like hell when she stop me to touch her but what's my crime what actually I did then her remake about me
"Forget that Appi Zaid didn't care for anyone love care he care only himself only "
Her simple statement broke me
But actually she's right I know I'm selfish I know how much she love them she only family but I take it from her also may be I didn't realize I hurt her
That actually what am I only reason of hurting
"Stop blaming yourself"wikas thick voice make me back in world
"Grow up man you can't blame yourself for everything "he scrolled me to read my unspoken thought
"But somewhere she's right I hurt her my family "I said he glared me
"Like this you gonna handle your marriage life seriously Zaid Ahmed Khan "
"Look firstly you should grip yourself it's not time to blam game second you should talk to her calmly I know something brother her because who's haya I know who I saw in hospital she's not one this may be because of stress she just frustrated with you shouldn't give up like this"he said I listen calmly
"I try I even don't know what the hell happened with her all sudden she was okay no even. Happy I don't know when I come back she behave weird she was crying shouting for the first time I try my best but nothing work"I said with low head he patted my back
"Girls na always being complicated creature but you know what I think something very serious happen and she didn't know how to react "he advised I know she hurt I know she hurt very much that even she spoke rudely she felt pain
"Yeah you right I know her she didn't react this much on Small thing I know my haya she never that short temper I'm feeling so helpless " I said shuttle my eyes
"Just faith on ALLAH not let anger destroy anything when you helpless na ask him and be calm INSHALLAH everything be okay "he said I look him hug him he hug me back
"Thanks bro I needed that "he smile then place kiss on my cheek
Yewwwwwww kamina ganda admi
"Bloody idiot just a cheap admi you are "I punch him he laugh I also joined him
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Third person POV
They went home back wikas and sarhar didn't stay for long as they know they need some privacy after bit bye they left left alone them zaid closed the door she was stood there with low head he look her then without saying anything went to direct room he decided to give her space she look his direction tears in her eyes
she went to kitchen clean it then went her room she didn't courage to say sorry to him she know she did wrong as she entered find him perform his salah she went bathroom do her wadu come back find him still pray she stood behind him on pray mat and perform her salah in whole the time salah her tears didn't stop the guilt taking her over and over
After salah she looked he was not in room but in balcony sat on relaxing chair she wiped her tears and make Dua
"Ya Allah please forgive me ya RABBUL IZZAT you are more merciful I know I did hugh Gannah (sin) today i shout on my husband insult him front of friends spoke mean cold words he doesn't deserve it I know his past hurt me but it's past and I react like this ya Allah please forgive me make Zaid forgive me I know he hurt must be angry i deserve this but shataan was overwhelmed on me that time I don't know what I was saying doing please forgive me and make us same like we before and ease this pain I'm dying with it please ALLAH SWT" she make Dua with sobbed he can heard her sobbed in Dua but he was quite shut his eyes rested his head on back of chair try control his emotions he scared that if he force her to telling him didn't they end up with fighting he lost in his thoughts when he felt her presence but he didn't open his eyes
She was standing on balcony door the moon light over her with dupatta in loose pink short kurta with whitr salwar looking at him
Her tears didn't stop dropped slowly stare him who's eyes closed she didn't said anything nor he there was silence between them but their heart beats clearly heard after long pause she whispered
" did you hate me??"she whispered slowly his eyes snapped to her shocked he can't hate her ever he just look at her who's eyes slowen now red her cheeks nose red due to cry whole day her voice shivered
"Please don't hate me "she whispered more like mom red with plead with fresh tears she didn't looked him straight her head was low he look her softly
he can't even angry with her
"Come here"he said softly stretch his left arm she look him with big eyes she actually look cute kitty
"Are not....you..mad..at..me"she stammering with sobbed he shook his head with small smile make her more guilty
"How I can angry with my jaan"he said softly she sobbed hard no time she run to him and scoped on his arm hide her face in his neck tightly wrapped her arms around his neck sat on his lap aside hanging her leg and cry aloud
"I'm sorry I'm So so..rry Za..id sorry please forg...ive me"she ranting with Hitch he rubbed her back and crease her head with one hand
"Shhh it's okay"he whispered kissing her head
"No no I'm worst wife I disrespect you I yelled at you I spoke disgustingly rude mean things to you I'm very bad I hate myself "she said with crying like a baby hugging him more tightly he pull her more closer rubbing her back
"Hey don't say that it's okay it's happen I'm not angry...my wife world's best you know I love her so much don't say like this okay"he said cutely to make her stop cry but she cry more
"No no I'm worst wife I hurt you who love me so much I don't know what happened with me shataan getting in my head Allah never forgive me I disrespect my husband who's never hurt me care me so much "she chanting like baby he chulked he try to pull her but she didn't leave me his shirt even wet with tears
" If prostation (sajda) was allowed then i would ask wives to prostrate themselves in front of their husbands"Holy Prophet SAW
Explanation
'in Islam husband own much respect from his wife as he is the leader of family he having much bigger responsibilities toward his family children parents siblings wife everyone and he is like protection of his family so he earn this respect ' I try to explain in case my non muslim dear sisters brother who didn't knowledge about Islam so don't think Islam degreat women not giving equality it's not that what society show face of Islam Islam is such a beauty and give much respect women as well and in Islam to beat women use harsh word forced her for house work treat her I'll strictly not allowed
"Nahi don't say that ALLAH SWT more merciful more kind we can imagine "he said but she just crying he rubbed her head she very much guilty
"Okay shhhhhs enough and listen did you remember that hadeed of Holy Prophet SAW
In one hadith, the Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) recounts how Satan dared to challenge Allah Almighty, vowing that he will work tirelessly to lead humans astray until they breathe their last.
What was the response of Allah Almighty?
It was an amazing and awe-inspiring reply by ALLAH SWT: "By My Might and Majesty, I will continue to pardon them so long as they continue to seek my forgiveness." Zaid explain her she pull her head out of his neck look him he smile dug her messy hair lock behind ear and wiped her tears
"So why you think he didn't forgive you he's you most most merciful didn't you guilty sorry for your deed didn't you asked his forgiveness then why would he didn't forgive you haya" he said her she looked him baby eye
"ALLAH will forgive me na "she again asked he nodded
"INSHALLAH he will..now stop crying baby look what you done with your face "he said with sad eyes creasing his cheek she again hug him tightly
"I don't deserve you zaidiii please punished me shout me if you want slap me please I'm so useless person I insult my zaidi"she again starting Zaid sight
"Find your punishment you stop crying right now or I will not talk to you ever "he said fake angry tone her hold more tight he have to stop her before she get sick she literally hitch but didn't let go to get water she scared like
"No no please don't do this don't leave me I will do what you asked but don't do this"she whispered yelled he shake his head and pull her back forcefully he wiped her tears and pick her arm in bridal style and walked towards bed she hide her face in his neck he laid her down about to give her glass of water she hold his last small finger tightly he look at her who looks so innocent cute like little baby who scared his father leave her she shook her head not to leave he smiled
"I'm just here baby I'm not going anywhere just give you water"he said and politely let his finger free he poured water in glass and give her make her drink then wiped her tears
"Better ?he asked she nodded finally stopped crying he laid beside her without wasting she went his arms he warped her in his arms
"You suchi forgive me na"she asked he kissed her forehead for good minutes
"Jee meri jaan KR diya "(yes my jaan)he said she put her head on his chest
"I love you bht zyda"she whispered he smile and peck her head
"I love you more jaan..now sleep enough Rona dhona for today"he said she smuggling more he running his fingers in her hair to make her sleep she was fast sleep but not him he thinking why haya react that much