Y/N,
do you ever think about me as much as I think about you? I like to imagine you are thinking about me right now... That you also wish to be with me... That you fell for me the way I fell for you.
It seems so nice to imagine it. But, it's probably not the truth. I wanted to talk with you for so many times. Yet, I can't just force myself to do so. AND I HAD SO MANY CHANCES!!
Like when we were standing next to each other, while I waited for Felix and you for your friend? We just exchanged smiles.
Your smile... I can talk about it for days.. I actually talked about it for an hour, till Seungmin kicked me and told me to finally shut up.
I was told I act like a lovesick puppy and I think they are not so far from the truth. I feel like a lovesick puppy.
Every single time I see you my heart hurts. I told myself I will talk to you every morning. But... I never really did. And I truly wanted to.
Just as soon as my eyes land on you I feel my palms go sweaty, my face blushing... And I can't speak without stuttering.
I need to talk to you as soon as possible. I just have to or I think I will go crazy. Even tho I probably already went crazy for you.
My eyes are beating so fast when I close my eyes.
I see you.
All I see is you.
Your hair falling on your back.
Your smile.
You.
Yours, lovesick Jisung.