━ MISSED CALL !
act one
THE FALL !
falling. that's what it felt like when i was with her. i was falling, falling, falling─
and i loved the feeling of it.
i knew there would only be one outcome to this. you couldn't just keep falling forever. soon, i would land and my bones would be crushed and my heart would give out and i'd be dead.
but that would be okay. i didn't care about what would happen later. because in this moment, right now, being with her felt exactly as thrilling and fearful and distressing and exhilarating as falling could be.
sometimes, i would look over and see her next to me, and i smiled at the thought of both of us, plunging into the unknown together. but i was falling in love. and i think she was just falling apart.
PLAYLIST !
→ inspired by
the feeling you get
when you're in love
i. somebody else by the 1975
❝i'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone and then leaving with somebody else.❞
ii. fall away by lund
❝maybe you and i were meant to be.❞
iii. my kind of woman by mac demarco
❝as long as you're next to me, just the two of us.❞
iv. only by ry x
❝i was only falling in love.❞
v. love. by kendrick lamar ft zacari
❝just love me, i want to be with you.❞
vi. eyes off you by bombay bicycle club
❝i can't take my eyes off you.❞
vii. here with me by the killers
❝i don't want your picture on my cellphone. i want you here, with me.❞
viii. i wanna be yours by arctic monkeys
❝maybe i just wanna be yours.❞
ix. lo que siento by cuco
❝how i wish you were mine, i think of you all the time.❞
x. electric by alina baraz ft khalid
❝covered in your water and i'm feeling like a summer breeze.❞
xi. darling by tomppabeats
[ instrumental ]
xii. love my way by the psychedelic furs
❝love my way, it's a new road.❞
xiii. skin by dijon
❝we come alive in the evening, with heat and wet skin.❞
xiv. burns so bright by cbmc
[ instrumental ]
❝why are you so afraid to
admit that you like her?❞
❝she's with someone else.
she loves him. why would
i set myself up like that?❞
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. . .
a/n !
okay the way i set this out makes this book look way deeper than it actually is lmao but aaah i'm so excited to start this