I was so happy with him
he was my body and soul
I was so mad about him
literally worshiped the ground he walked on
but he broke my bubble that day
he said he didn't love me
that I was just a tool to him
he enjoyed flaunting me around
the foolest girl he knew
he liked somebody else
so it was time for him to go
I kept quite and watched him go
how could god be so unfair?
Was I so naive and mush brained?
What did I do wrong?
To deserve this cruel fate?
life was so unfair to me
sleeping at night without him
remembering his love was fake
made me weep with loneliness
but I had to be brave
the only person I loved
tore my heart and broke my world apart
there was no reason left to live
life was blank as a page
to intensify the feeling
you came back one day
said you made a mistake
and loved me always
was I so desperate for you now?
You left me once
so you could do it again some how
I screamed and lashed out on you
all the pain in me was firing away
you were a jerk if you thought I could be yours again.
my love affair was a disaster
you were a hoax all along
I was glad I wasn't with you anymore
but the pain was so much to take
there has to be something for my soul
I could feel it fading away
I'm bleeding in love now
the wounds cut deep and how
all I want to do is find a way back into love
life was lost to me now
but there was a light lurking at the end of every tunnel
could I ever find mine some how?
The 21 guns had left holes in my heart,
there was no sun for me
only the dark dark night
spreading all around...