X POV:
There's no doubt in my mind that I have feelings for Ang. I haven't had a gf in years though. I just been messin around. In years, I haven't been properly loved or nurtured. I'm just hoping I can be a good boyfriend, a loyal one.
I had a show in Florida tonight. Afterwards, I just ate, talked to Ang, and slept. My guys used to always bring me girls after a show, now I don't even ask them to. Don't get me wrong there's girls all around me but I just sorta stay to myself.
I don't think she truly knows how I feel about her. I'm bad at actions, and words, hopefully she can just see my heart in the midst of me trying to get better at that stuff.
(POV over)
2 days later.
Boyfriend 🖤
FaceTime...
When X and I FaceTime we literally go on for hours about theories, our childhoods, our family, and our problems. I don't think he realizes how much of a release that is for me. I've wished for someone like this. I've found my weirdo ♥️
He's also hella silly, like me. He repeatedly tells me how amazing, beautiful, and essential I am. He also stresses that I'm all those things with or without him. So if things were to go left, I shouldn't ever feel like he takes all that with him. Can you say daddy? 😜 , 😂 let me stop.
The shit seriously feels like a dream, but super feasible in a way as well.
I was so tired from work I came home and crashed. I feel so well rested after that nap. Right as I begin to preheat the oven I get a text from X, well Jahseh, my boyfriend, damn!
My boyfriend 🖤 now
I sent you something in the mail. Says it was delivered today.
Babymomma 😇 now
For me??? You shouldn't have
My boyfriend 🖤 now
Just go check 🙄😂
Babymomma 😇 now
I got you lol
Babymomma 😇 now
Checking now
I look out my screen door and see a big ass black box with a black ribbon on it. No labels, nothing to indicate what it is. Nothing to indicate where it came from or who it was going to. This is how ridiculous I am. Any normal person would've just been grateful and picked up the box by now.
"Ayeee!"
Is all I heard as soon as I open the screen door. X's ass pops out the bushes on some silly shit.
That's right... give me a heart attack.
"Ahhh! You're here!!!!" I say almost having tears in my eyes. I can't put into words how beautiful he is to me. The joy his face brings my heart is unexplainable.
We then crash into each other, hugging.
"Nigga my titties damn!" I say in literal pain. But too happy to care ya know 😊
"You haven't felt nothing yet, trust me"
Good thing I was home alone.
We made our way upstairs kissing, touching, and caressing, without breaking skin contact.
45 minutes later...
After everything, we showered together, and I got us waters.
"Oh shit! Let's hope your neighbors ain't theifs!!" X playfully exclaims as he runs downstairs.
"Oh shit, my gifts!" I laughed.
The box was still there thankfully. Inside there was half an outfit. But it was still hella cute!!! This dude is really about to bring me out of my shell.
X wore a black givenchy collar shirt with black jeans and red tennis shoes.
"Really X?" I say presenting and questioning my self at the same time.
X doesn't even speak, he's just staring me up and down, biting his lip.
"Fuck the restaurant"
"Nooooo!" I say laughing and fighting him off of me.
Who knew I was so.... desirable. It's a nice change from my past life tbh.
"You look nice" I say flat ironing my edges and parts of my roots. I swear whenever I straighten my hair it somehow just gets messed up. Like, I always pick the worse times to do so.
It was still mad silky and straight tho.
"I'm wearing the same clothes" X says laughing.
"I was in shock earlier I honestly wasn't even paying attention" I say laughing also.
We end up getting into the car with the driver, making our way to the restaurant X made reservations at.
It was a cute, dark spot. Looks like this place doesn't pay their electric bill. It was mad chill though, it was very X.
I open up the menu and everything looks so good! Nothing has a price by it. I order shrimp Alfredo, which is lame because I always get shrimp Alfredo. I decided to switch it up and also get king crab legs. X got crab legs and chicken Alfredo, and quesadillas for the both of us. Plus, our waters and lemonades.
"Bill please" X projects from where we're seated.
Everything was so delicious.
"Alright, that'll be $1,465.87."
😱😱😱
Is Jesus the head chef????!!!!
X pays with no problem and leaves a generous tip as well.
All I could do on the way to our next destination is freak out about this bill. He found it so comical.
At the hotel:
"I love you" I say laying next to X.
"I love you back. Please don't ever stop."
"Just keep being good to me, and I promise I won't."
Talking like this scares me. Professing my love scares me, hopefully X will be my first & my last...
What did y'all think?? And what would you like me to include in future chapters?