Zayn's Pov
i was setting there healing because of harry ,, he broke my arm to make me feel Zina's Pain ,, we got into a fight ,, i broke his leg and he broke my arm ,, but i didn't get angry because he broke my arm ,, it is just his thoughts that made my blood boil ,, i knew as soon as Zina wake up she'll hate my guts more than she already does ,, it seems like everything is getting more complicated between us ,, but i still love her.. although i'm still mad at her for slapping me ,, i know she think that i don't have feelings but of course she's wrong ,,
i just have to be patient ,, and that will be the hardest thing for me to do ,, i was pulled off my thoughts when Liam entered the room holding a bottle of water and another one with blood filling it .. i was thankful that Liam healed her ,, but i wasn't really thankful about her thinking that Liam is Cute ,, every time i remember ,, i just want to rip Liam's head off ,,, but again it wasn't his thoughts .. it was hers
"Mate come on you need to feed and rest so your wounds will heal faster " Liam said trying to convince me
"it's okay ,, i'm Fine " i said not looking at him
"you know it's your fault right " he said as he placed the glasses on the nightstand
" damn it ,, what are you guys are here for ? .. to make me feel guilty or to help me about Melisa " i whispered angrily so Zina won't wake up
" we're her not only to help you about Melisa Zayn ,, we're her in the first place to be beside you so we could protect each other " Liam said also getting a bit upset
" Just Drop it ,, i'm not in the mood for fighting " i said getting up heading to the balcony ,, in a flash Liam Was beside me again putting his hand on my shoulder
" look ,, i didn't mean to get you angry Zayn but we just want the best for you ,, and we also want to protect you ,, you know ,, we're a family and family look after each other so no one will get hurt " Liam said then he shut up for a second thinking about something
I didn't know what he was thinking because he can protect his mind
"and Zayn try to be nice with your girl ,, you don't want things to get worse , do you? " Liam said calmly a short while after
"of course not ,, but you know ,, it's not my fault it's- " i didn't get to finish my sentence ,, because of liam
" i know ,, it's about your curse thing ,, but she can't be the only one that is trying to change you ,, Zayn ,, you will have to try to conrrol that demon if you want her to be yours ,, just give her some time because after all she's human and that will make it a little harder " Liam said winking at me
" well ,, i don't think that she'll want to even look at me " i smiled at him helplessly
"and why is that ,, ugh ,, idiot what have you done " Liam whined ,, hitting my shoulder playfully
" she caught me in the bed with Ashly " i said disappointed at myself
" what the hell Zayn ,, Why would you do that ,, and especially with Ashly " liam almost yelled not believing
"i'm not sure but i swear she Hypnotized me " i said trying to defend myself remembering Zina's face when she saw me
" then explain it to your girl " liam said like it wasn't a big deal
" like i didn't try to ,, of course she didn't believe me or should I say That she didn't even want to listen to me " i stated huffing in annoyance
i heard Zina ,, i think she's waking up ,,
" she's awake now ,, i'll just leave you two alone " Liam said as he headed to the door
"thank you mate " i smiled at him as he left the room
" it's okay ,, your welcome lad " he winked ,, leaving the room
i made my way to Zina's Bed ,, only seconds until i could see her beautiful eyes .. i sat next to her holding her hand ,, playing with her fingers softly ,, i really want to feel those fingers running in my hair , it would feel really good although i don't let anyone even the boys touch me hair but she's a special case ,,
"mmm" .. she mumbled like a cute kid ,, i smiled to myself as i saw her opening her eyes ,, she pushed herself in the setting position
"are you okay now " i said worriedly
as soon as the words left my mouth and she laid her eyes on me ,, she laid herself again on the bed pulling the bed sheets above her head hugging her pillow to her
"go away " she said as her back was facing me
i sighed deeply ,, just like I expected
"i'm sorry i swear to you ,, i was hypnotized by her and i didn't mean to hurt you .. it wasn't me " i said trying to explain
"Zayn i said i don't care it's your life not mine ,, you can do whatever you want " she said shoving her head in the pillow
" please ,, just give me a chance ,, let me show you i'm not a lair " i said pulling the bed sheets away from her ,, i pulled her arm so she can turn around and face me
"Zayn get of off me now ,, please " she said turning her head away from me
"you didn't leave me a choice then " i said as her eyes widened ,,
" w-w-what are you gonna do " she said ,, looking really scared
"hey don't be afraid please ,, i'll just show you what happened " i said trying to relax her by caressing her cheek
"just relax ,, okay ,, trust me i'm not going to hurt you this time " i said kissing her nose ,, and she seemed to relax
she nodded
"you won't hurt me ? " she asked me with a shaky voice
"how could i hurt my angel " i smiled at her ,, leaning towards her lips in need to feel her soft lips on mine ,, but i think she has other plans .. she turned her head so my lips were on her red cheek ,, she was blushing
I sighed disappointed ,,
I rested my nose against her cheek and my forehead against hers looking in her eyes
,, she looked at me innocently ,, then she closed her eyes taking a deep breath ,, when her warm hand touched my tattoo ,, my heart seemed like it will jump out of my rib cage ,, i love her touch ,, it's soft and warm ,, i closed my eyes to show her what happened with Ashly
it only took her five minutes to see everything ,, then she opened her eyes shocked
" do you believe me now " i asked her trying to get her to look at me
" it's okay " she whispered nodding towards me with a shocked expression still on her face
"but i'm still mad about you breaking my arm " she said her Facial expressions getting angry ,, suddenly and with out any warning she kicked me of off her sending me flying to the ground
" hey ,, don't push me again like that " i said trying to keep calm
" sorry but that was for breaking my arm like it was some kind of a twig" she smirked and that was it ,, i burst out
" you know why i did that ,, because you slapped me ,, you did something no one ever dared to do to me
do you know how it feels like to try my hardest just to earn your love ,, do you know what it feels like when i'm also dying for you to touch me and hug me and care for me just like how i care for you .. do you know how it feels like ,, when you're cursed so you're half a demon and half a blood sucker and my curse won't break unless my mate falls in love with my just like how i'm .. do you know what it feels like when you watch everyone you love especially your family die in front of you and you can't do anything to save them ,, you just don't know " i said shaking my head
Zina's Pov
i was shocked by Zayn's out burst ,, i was speechless i didn't know that he was like that ,, broken and waiting for someone to bring him back together ,,
i made my way towards him
"i'm sorry ,, i really am " i said looking at his hurt face ashamed .. and for the first time my heart ached because i hurt him although he hurt me alot .. i know exactly what it would take to make him a little happy
and suddenly i pushed myself towards him so our bodies were close ,, i hugged him tightly brushing my thump against the back of his head ,, i closed my eyes enjoying the weird yet good feeling ,, his hand wrapped themselves around my waist his thump drawing comfortable circles against it ,, i squeezed him one last time then i let go ,,
He pulled away staring at my face ,, He leaned slowly towards my face ,, I started to get nervous feeling the heat raise to my cheeks ..
His nose brushed mine as his lips was an inch away from mine ,, His gaze was foucused on my lips making me more nervous ,, He licked his lips when i bit mine to prevent him from making a move
" I'll Wait for you to release it" He Smirked informing me that I should just give Up
I released my bottom lip fr between my teeth watching a grin appear on Zayn's Lips
"Yeah, just like this" He said before his tongue make contact with my bottom lip ,, his hot tongue grazed my lips slowly sending shivers and goosebumps in my whole body ,, my hand flew to his shirt gripping on it tightly so I won't moan but what came next made a long moan escape my lips
He parted my lips with his tongue to take my bottom lip between his teeth nipping on it softly
I gripped on his T-shirt tighter to feel his hand on top of mine pulling it away from his T-shirt and pushing it to his hair
I took it as a sign to tangel my hand in his soft hair pulling on it slightly
His lips parted to let out a throaty moan
"Do this again" He said out of breath
I gulped feeling my face only getting hoter ,, I nodded pulling on his hair again as he kissed me making him moan even louder pulling me closer to him by my hips ,,
"i'm sorry " i managed to say properly
"it's okay ,, i forgave you ,, just keep on kissing me " it was half a whisper and half a groan
.. the kiss was amazing just to admit,, it seemed like no matter how bad zayn is .. He'll always have this person inside him who's craving for someone to take care of him
"promise me that you'll try to listen to me " he groan against my neck brushing his nose against my collarbone
" i promise " i said as i hugged him
He picked me up by my hips so now my legs are wrapped around his torso
"Now my babe has found a tree to get some bananas from " Zayn said playfully winking ,, i noticed that it is the first time that Zayn is actually trying to be funny with me
" and i think it won't be the last time " he winked at me cheekily
"Come on just give me some space in my own mind" I whined
"No i can't " he shrugged simply
"Then put me down now " i said wrapping my hands around his neck
" i love you " he said out of nowhere ,, i didn't now what to say so i did the only thing i can do ,,
i hugged him ..
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