I got my heart broken once.. twice.. maybe a couple times & every single time I blamed myself.
I blamed myself for loving them too quick maybe if I didn't love so hard it'll hurt less maybe if I didn't depend on them to make me happy I would've
cried less.
But then I realized that a person can't make me happy, no one deserves that kind of pressure. Maybe I just scared them all away, maybe my love was just way too heavy for them to handle, maybe i was suffocating them, if I loved them a little less would they have stayed? Maybe they mistaken my love for craziness. But that's okay I've learned that not every guy that comes my way is not always meant for me that's why they never stay.
To all the men I've loved.. you could no longer come in & out as you please. I used to crave love thinking that was the only way I could feel true happiness that's why you were always able to walk in & out.
But now my worth done made its tamp. I used to think I needed you in order for me to be happy but as time went by I started to notice that a person can't make me happy because I'm a complete person on my own.
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I'm finally back!!
I'm trying to be more creative with this book. Tell me what you'll think 💖