d e s p a i r .

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I want you to be my inspiration. I want you to think about me and smile. I want you to look me in the eyes, say I'm beautiful and gorgeous. I want you to hold me, kiss me, hug me, laugh with me. It's pretty obvious that I love you, why is it so hard for you to see that? You hurt me. Used me. Left me. Yet, I still love you? I just want you to love me, like you used to.