~August~
I Got Home And Trinity Was Sitting On The Living Room Couch Waiting On Me
"Where Have You Been" She Asked
"Out Why" I Said Walking Towards The Room
"With Who" She Asked
"The Boys Why" I Said
"Cause You Had Me Worried Sick Waiting Up On You Last Night " She Said
"Why You Waiting Up On People I'm Grown I Know How To Carry Myself" I Said
"You Was Out With Them Little Hoes Wasn't You" She Said
"No I Wasn't Out With No "Little Hoes" The Fuck" I Said
"You Cheating On Me Ain't You August" She Asked
"What The Fuck Is Up With All These Questions" I Askes
"That Ain't No Damn Answer" She Said
"No I Ain't Fucking Cheating On You Trinity " I Snapped
"I Can't Stand Yo Black Ass" She Said
"You Darker Than Me!!" I Yelled
"I Can't Believe You Would Actually Cheat On Me" She Said
"Look I ain't Fucking cheat On You " I Said
"aight I'm Sorry Its Just I'm Slightly Jealous Of Chanel And Think You Would Cheat" She Admitted
"Look I Don't Know How Many Times I Have To Tell You This I'm With You Aight" I Said
"Ok" She Replied
"Why You Jealous Anyways" I Asked
"I Mean She Your First Real Love And she Had your first child She what made you leave the streets" She Said
"Aight That's true But All That Don't Matter" I Said
"Really" She Asked
"Really" I Replied Hugging Her
Lying To Her Is Getting Easier We Went To The Kitchen To Eat Breakfast
I Sat At The Table And She Sat Across From Me Starring
I Knew She Was Starring I Just Didn't Say Anything Just continued Eatting My Waffle
"August" She said
"Yea" I Said Sipping My Sunny D
"I Wanna Have A Baby" She Replied
I Choked On My Damn sunny D The Fuck She Mean
I Finally Gathered Myself Enough To Talk
"A-A B-Baby" I Said Stuttering
"Yes A Baby " She Said
"Why" I Asked
"I Mean It'll Be Nice Ya Know Seeing A Little Me And You Running Around" She Replied
"Or Nah No The Hell It Ain't" I Said
"And Why Not " She Asked Folding Her Arms
"Cause I Got Two Kids Already And One Is Just 5 Months" I Said
"Actually You Have One The 5 Month Old Ain't Yours" She Said
"But I Claim Him So It Don't Matter" I Said
"Ok Whatever August" She Said
"Mhm" I Replied Continuing To Eat
.:Later That Day:.
~Chanel~
"Ok Ms.Chanel Just As We Both Suspected You're Pregnant" Said Doctor Smith
"Again...." I Said
"Yeap Exactly One Month Ms" He Said
"You Do Realize You Don't Have To Talk To Me Like That Right Jay" I Said Laughing
He Licked His Lips And Grinned
"Like What" He Asked
"All Professionally I Mean We Knew Eachother Since Middle School" I Said
"Oh Yeah True But We Ain't Never Talk" He Said
"Yea Cause You Cut Me Off" I Said
"Cause You Started Hooking Up With That Nigga Sean" He Said Laughing
"Oh Yea True" I Replied
"Y'all Still Together" He Asked
"No He's Dead Actually" I Said Looking Down
"Damn Really My Bad" He Said
"Ehh Its Aight" I Said
"So He Just Recently Died" He Asked
"No Like Three Years Ago" I Replied
"Oh So None Of Your Kids Are His" He Said
"Nope" I Said
"I Know He's Mad" He Said
"Why You Say That" I Asked
"Cause I Mean Y'all Was Dating A Long Ass Time And He Died Now You Got Kids That Ain't His That Nigga Barely Let Anybody Talk To You In School" He Said
"Oh Yea He Was Possessive" I Said
"Shit I Know That Nigga Tackled Me When I Said You Had Perfect Skin" He Said Laughing
"Oh My Gosh I Remember That" I Said Laughing
"I Just Think He Didn't Like Me Cause When Y'all Fussed Or Broke Up We Were Always Together" He Said
"You Right You Was My Cry On Shoulder" I Said
"Always And Forever " He Said
"The Hell You Mean We Ain't Talk In Years You Failed Yo Job" I Said
"Damn Its Like That" He Said Laughing
"Nah I'm Playing You Can Have It Back But I Really Don't Have No Reason To Be Crying These Days" I Said
"That's Good" He Said
"Yea But Uh How Far Along Am I" I Asked
"Just About 1 Month" He Said
I Waved My Fingers Through My Hair
"I Really Don't Have Time For Another Baby" I Said
"Its Here For A Reason" He Said
"I Guess.....How Far Do You Have To Be To Get An Abortion" I Asked
"Really Chanel" He Said
"Three Kids By Myself " I Said
" If I Know You You Can Do It" He Said
"I Guess" I Said
"Atleast Take Some Time And Think About Keeping It" He Said
"Fine I Will" I Said
"I'm Sure You're A Great Mother You Still Look Good Too " He Said
"Thanks You Too The Youngest Doctor I Know" I Said
"Well You Know How I Do" He Said Laughing
"Whatever" I Said
"Alrighty Come Back On The First" He Said Helping Me Off The Bed
"Ok" I Said hugging Him Then Leaving
Jay was Almost A Old "Fling" Until Sean Came Along I Swear Jay Makes Me Tingle Still
His Voice He's Tall As Hell Well Compared To Me Atleast He's Really 6'5 I Wonder How He Fits Through Doors
His Hazel Eyes His Long Dreads To The Middle Of His Back He Had Milk Choclate Skin Complexion(Like Issa Thompson) Pearly White Teeth Perfectly Straight His Goatee (Its August Beard Its Called A Goatee) And To Be A Doctor He Had Alot Of Tattoos
I Never Expected Him To Be A Doctor But I Guess You Can Take A Thug Out The Hood
I Got Home And Saw Ravon Sitting On My Couch
"Well Well Well Where The Hell Have You Been" She Asked
I Walked In Shutting The Door
"Why Ya Missed Me" I Said Sitting On Her Lap
"You Know It Sugar Plump" She Said
"Sugar Plump " I Said Laughing
"Yea Cause You Sweet Like Sugar And Yo Ass So Plump" She Said
"The Fuck Get Your Gay Ass Away From Me" I Said Laughing
I Hopped To the Other End Of The Couch Laying Down
"How You Get In My House" I Asked
"I Made A Spare Key Without You Knowing" She Said
"Really Bitch" I Said
"Yeap" She Replied
"Oh I Went To The Doctor Today" I Said
"Ok And.." She Said
"I'm Pregnant One Month" I Said
"Damn Again" She Replied
"Exactly What I Said" I Replied
"So Are You Going To Tell August" She Asked
"I'm Actually Thinking About Aborting It" I Said
"Bish Whet You Stupid Or Nah August will Kill You" She Said
"I Got Two Kids Already A Third Is Too Much" I Said
"So Nigga Do what You Did In High School" She Said
When She Said That Jay Popped In My Head
When I Was 16 Me And Jay had A Moment
~FlashBack~
I Sat On The Toilet Seat Bouncing My Leg Waving My Fingers Through My Hair
The Timer Went Off On My Phone
I Stood Up Infront Of The Bathroom Mirror
"Chanel Are You Ok Hunny" Asked My Mom Through The Bathroom Door
"Uh Yea I'm Fine Mom" I Said
"You Sure You Beeb In There For A While" She aasked
"Yes Mom I'm Sure" I Said
"Are You Constipated I Have Exlax The Choclate Kind It Helps You Poop" She Said
"No Ma I'm Fine Ok" I Said
"Ok Somebodys Cranky" She Said
I Looked Down At The Pregnancy Test It Had A Pink Cross
"Shit" I Said To Myself
I Text My Friends Kayshla And Ravon Sos Meet At The Park
~20 Mins Later~
I Was Sitting At The Park Lunch Table Watching The Boys Play Basketball
When Kayshla And Ravon Walked Up Beside Me
"What's Wrong" Asked Kayshla
"I'm Pregnant " I Said
"Really" Asked Ravon
"Yes Really" I Replied
"Did You Tell Sean Yet" Asked Ravon
"That's The Thing" I Said
"What About It" Asked Kayshla
"It Ain't His" I Said Bouncing My Leg
"Then Who's Is It" Asked Ravon
"Its His" I Said Directing My Eye Sight To Jay Shooting Hoops
"Who is His There's Alot Of Niggas Over There" Said Kayshla
"Jay" I Replied
"Damn You Smashing Homies Now" Said Ravon
"No They Not Really Homies Anymore Since Me And sean Started Dating" I Said
"Why You Leave Jay For Sean Anyways" Asked Kayshla
"Cause He Got Too Many Hoes He Don't Know How To Drop Them Either" I Said
"And Sean Do" Said Kayshla
"I Ain't Have Problems With Them Yet" I Said
"Well What You Going To Tell Jay" Asked Ravon
"I Don't Even Know " I Said
"Well You Better Think Fast Cause He's Coming Over Here" Said Kayshla
"Wassup Ladies"He Said Hugging Kayshla And Ravon
"Hey" They Both Said
He Looked At Me
"Wassup Beautiful" He Said Winking At Me
"Hey Jay" I Said Smiling
"Why She Get To Be Beautiful Yo Sweaty Ass Giving Favoritism " Said Ravon
"Cause I Am Now Stop Hating " I Said
"And You Stop Stalling" Said Kayshla
"Alright Fine" I Said
"Wassup" Said Jay
"We Need To Talk" I Said Standing Up
"Lawd The Talk Aight" He Said
"Walk With Me Cause They Nosey " I Said
"Fuck You" Said Ravon
We Started Walking Around The Park
"So...What's Wrong" He Asked
"Jay I'm Pregnant" I Said
"You Serious" He Said
"Yea I Wouldn't Play About Something Like That" I Said
"Is It Mine" He Asked
"Yes Or Else I wouldn't Be Telling You" I Said
"Damn" He Said
"Yea..." I Said
"What You Going To Do?" He Asked
"I Don't Even Know Yet My Parents Don't Even Know I'm Pregnant " I Said
"Well Whatever You Choose To Do Ill Go Along With It" He Said
"Even Abortion " I Asked
"Even Though I Hate That Shit I Guess... Its Your Life I Don't Wanna Be The Reason To Ruin It" He Said
"Well I Don't Know Yet But I guess Ill Let You Know" I Said
"Aight If You Choose To Keep It I Wont Be A Dead Beat I Did The . Its Only Right To do The Time" He Said
"Ok I Guess Not All Drug Dealers Are Bad" I Said Laughing
"I'm Different From The Rest Ma" He Said Grinning
"Yea I Guess" I Said
"Here You Go With That I Guess Shit" He Said Laughing
"Shut Up" I Said Laughing
"What You Telling Sean" He Asked
"I Don't Know I Ain't Been Thinking About Him Really" I Said
"Broke Up Again" He Said
"For The Past Two Weeks" I Replied
"Well If Y'all Do Get Back Together I ain't Gon Worry Bout It I'm Still Be By Ya Side" He said
"Ok Thanks" I Said
"No Prob But I Gotta Go Make This Drop Ill Holla At You Later" He Said Hugging Me
"Alright See You Later" I Said
I Walked Back To The Table And Sat Down
He Started Walking Away Then Turned Around Looking At Me
"C'mere" He Said
I Walked Towards Him "yes" I Said
"Let Me Taste Ya Lips Atleast One Last Time" He Said
"Really " I Said
"Serious As Hell" He Said
He Leaned Down And Kissed MeI ain't Going To Lie I Added The Tongue In The Kiss
We Kissed For About 3 Minutes
"Mind As Well Get A Room" Said Ravon
"Nah That's Why They Here Now" Said Kayshla
"Aight I'm Stop I'll See Y'all Later" He Said Leaving
Jay Was By Far One Of The Best Kissers Ever Its Like That Nigga Had A Magic Tongue
"So What He Say" Asked Ravon
"He Said Whatever I Choose To Do He'll Be By My Side" I Said
"Well Ain't He A Good Guy" Said Kayshla
"I Wish Every Nigga Was Like That" Said Ravon
"Too Damn Bad They Ain't" Replied Kayshla
"Now I Have To Tell My Mom" I Said
.: Next Day At School :.
I Was Sitting At The Lunch Table With Kayshla
"So What Happen With Your Mom" She Asked
"She Really Didn't Make A fuss Over It Surprisingly" I Said
"What she Say" She Asked
"She Said She Made The Same Mistake When She Was My Age So She Really Can't Fuss At Me" I Said
"So What Are You Going To Do with The Baby" She Asked
"Well Jay Hates Abortion And He Also Doesn't Like Adoption He Don't Want Other People Raising His Child But I Can't Have A Kid Right Now I'm Only 16" I Said
"Well Its All Bad" She Said
"Exactly" I Said
"Damn And You Got To Tell Sean" She Said
"Right But I Think Ima Just Move To Oklahoma With My Aunt For A While" I Said
"You'll Keep Contact Right" She Asked
"You Know I Can't Just Leave My Girls Behind" I Said
"Better Not" She Said
~End Of Flashback~
"You Want Me To Leave" I Said
"No Get Rid Of The Baby And Tell Him You Lost It" Said Ravon
"So Basically Lie" I Said
"Its Not Necessarily A Lie" She Said
"It Really Is But You Wanna Know The Weird Thing About This Whole Thing " I Said
"What" She Asked
"Jay Is My Doctor For The Baby" I Said
"Are You Serious" She Asked Shocked
"Yes I'm So Serious" I Said
"So He Left The Hood And Drug Business To Become A Doctor " She Said
"Same Thing I Said I Never Seen It Coming" I Said
"I Mean Maybe He Wanted To Be A Baby Doctor Cause He Lost His Baby" She Said
"Yea Maybe" I Said
"Are You Ever Going To Tell Him What Really Happened" She Asked
"Not Really Planning On It" I Said
"He Deserves To Know At Some Point" She Said
"I Know But Its In The Past So Ima Leave it There" I said
My Doorbell Rung
I Answered It And Saw August Standing There Looking Frustrated As Hell
" What's Wrong" I Asked
"Nothing Can I Come In" He Said
By The Tone And Temper He Had In His Voice I Could Tell He Was Lying
"Uh Yea" I Said Moving Out The Way for Him To Come In
"Hey August" Said Ravon
"Hi" He Said
"What's Wrong With You" She Asked
"Ain't Nothing Wrong With Me Whats Wrong With You" He Snapped
"Nigga I Was Just Asking A Question Don't Get Bopped" She Said
"By Who Tell me Who The Fuck Going To Bop Me" He Said Standing Up
I Stood Infront Of Him Sitting Him Back Down
"Ravon I Need To Talk To August Can You Come Back Later Or Tomorrow " I Asked
"Yea Ill Leave Call Me Later" She Said
"I Will" I Said
I Walked Her To Her Car
"Make Sure He Don't Do Nothing Stupid" She Said
"I Will Ill Talk To You Later" I Said
"Ok" She Replied Driving Off
I Went Back In The House Looking At August On The Couch
"What" He Said
"What The Hell Is Wrong With You" I Asked Walking Towards Him
"Don't Be Cursing At Me And Shit Chanel" He Snapped
"Well You Come Up In here Disrespecting My Guest And Shit Like you Live Here" I Said
"I Don't Need Your Shit Right Now" He Said
"My Shit August If I Don't Recall I Live Here I Pay The Bills Not You" I Said
He Stood Up And Pinned Me Against The Wall
"I Told You I Ain't Need Your Shit Today Now Shut The Fuck Up " He Said
"Then Get The Hell Out August" I Said
"No" He Said
"The Fuck You Here For If You Don't Want My Shit Did You Come To take Ya Anger Out On Me Or Some Shit" I Said Wiggle My Hands Free And Pushing Him Off Me
"Bitch The Fuck Wrong With You Pushing Me" He Snapped
"Bitch?? Who The Fuck You Calling A Bitch Aug-" I Got Cut Off. By Him Slapping Me
I Fell To The Ground Holding My Face
He Crouched Down To Me
"I Told Yo Ass I ain't Want No Baby By You Right Now But Nah You Wanna Be Pregnant Stupid Ass Hoe" He Said
"August What Are You Talking About" I Said Looking Up At Him
It Was Almost Like He Was Blacked Out Like He Wasn't August Nomore
"You And Yo Bitch Ass Being Fucking Pregnant " He Snapped
"I Didn't Want The Baby You Wanted It Not Me" I Said Confused
"Don't Fucking Lie To Me Trinity" He Said Slapping Me Again
He Hits Hard As Hell I'm Pretty Sure There's A Hand Print Across My Face I'm Trying So Damn Hard Not To Cry Right About Now
"I'm Not Trinity I'm Chanel" I Yelled
"Stop Lying" He Yelled Back Punching Me In The Stomach
I Curled Up Into A Ball Fighting Tears I'm tired Of Crying I don't Know How to Convince Him I'm Not Who He Thinks I Am
"I'm Not Lying I Am Chanel We Have A Daughter You Know Adriana" I Said
"We Met At Your Strip Club Charlies Angels Remember When I Danced For You" I Said
"When We First Kissed At My House After You Dropped Me Off" I Said Looking At Him
"Chanel .." He Said
"Yes Its Me" I Said
"Oh My Gosh Im Fucking Sorry I Just Blacked Out And Lost It" He Said Helping Me Up
"Ya Think" I Said
"Damn Did I Do that" He Asked Touching My Face
"Yea But Forget That What's Wrong With You" I Asked
"I Dont Wanna Tell You Cause I Don't Think You'll Ever Take Me Back" He Said Sitting Down
"August Tell Me" I Said Climbing Onto His Lap Facing Him
"Trinity Pregnant" He Said
"Are You Sure Its Yours" I Asked
"I Mean She Never Goes Anywhere" He Replied
"Yea but You Do And I thought Y'all Used Condoms" I Said
"We Do That's Why I'm Confused" He Said
"Ever Thought She Poked A Hole In The Condom" I Said
" If She Did Ain't Nothing I Can Do About It Chanel" He Said
"Well I Guess Now Would Be A Bad Time To tell You I'm Pregnant Right" I Said
"I don't Mind You Having My Baby But Her Hell No" He Said
"Well I Honestly Don't Want Another Baby" I Said
"What You Mean" He Asked
"I Mean I Got Two Kids Already" I Said
"And" He Replied
"And That's Too Much To Handle Right Now" I said
"So Fucking What Give it To Me" He Said
"August you're Acting Like Youre Not A drug. Lord" I Said
"But I Can Still Take Care Of My Child" He Said
"I Guess But You Punched Me In My Stomach" I Said
"You Lying" He Said
"Why Would I Lie About That" I Said
"I'm Sorry But I Want This Baby" He Said
"I Guess" I Said
"You And Guessing Shit" He Said
"Its A Bad Habit" I Said
"I See" He Said
"Yea. My Bad" I Said Getting Off His Lap
"Why You Move" He Asked
"I Wanna Lay Down And Put Ice On My Face" I Said
"Oh Aight" He Said
"That Means Go Home August" I Said
"Damn Throwing Me Out " He Said
"Yeap Good Bye" I Said
He Stood Up Hugging Me Then Leaving
I Layed Down On The Couch Thinking
I Honestly Don't Want Another Child I Feel As If I Owe Jay Now Too Cause What I Did With His Baby...
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