High [Boy X Boy]

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WARNING: This book contains violent graphic content that some readers may find disturbing. Do not read this b... 更多

1 - The Skinned Rabbit
2 - Purgatory Sleeps Under Your Hands
3 - Rookie On The Practice Line
4 - Red Flavours Under The Bone
5 - The Band Shirt Covers The Tears
6 - Hide Me From Your State Of Mind
7 - Equations On The Penthouse Floor
8 - Vodka For Your Thoughts
9 - Reasons That Scare Us Both
10 - You Can't Help Yourself
11 - I See Cities In Your Eyes
12 - Tear The Sheets When I Hold You
13 - Skin-Tight Smile
14 - Watching Him Under Black Lights
15 - Mercury's Expenses
16 - Tastes Like Copper
17 - Your Crimson Scent
18 - Tugging On The Table Corners
19 - Murder The Obsession
20 - Injecting Sympathy
21 - Asperity Tastes Like Vanilla
22 - Cotton Soothes The Fingertips
23 - Let Me Hold You, My Drug
24 - Toast Crumbs and A Revolver
25 - Tears On The Barrel
26 - Bullets For Flesh
27 - Intoxicated With The Truth
28 - The Light At The End Of The Tunnel
29 - Bubbles In Your Hair
30 - Comfort Amongst The Clouds
31 - Jealousy Tore The Bed Sheets
32 - Nicotine Tongues Enchanting Me
33 - Painless Brush Of The Fingertips
34 - Intimacy Waits Too Long
35 - Intentions From The Worst Of Us
36 - Inputs Of Days I Can't Remember
37 - Lies; They're All Too Familiar
38 - The White Marks To Remain
39 - Your Smoke-Washed Irises
40 - My Tongue Holds Unkind Worlds
41 - The Sound Of Your Bones Breaking
42 - Deaf For The Apologies You Give
43 - Words Through Clenched Teeth
44 - Coffee Spillage On The Skin
45 - It Was Your Fear All Along
47 - Royalty Glitters With Worries
48 - Anxiety For The Shameful
49 - To The Safety Of Your Future
50 - High Off Of You
[EPILOGUE]*
[ALTERNATE EPILOGUE]*
RE & S

46 - Paranoia In The Pencil Marks

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(~~~ Refers to a time-skip [normally that of a short one] that can range from a few minutes to several hours. These time-skips will NOT last more than a day unless otherwise is mentioned within the use of punctuation.)

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Link took a step back, lifting his hand to shakily brush his fingertips over his parted lips. "S-Sean, how long have you been in the shower for...?" He asked anxiously. "... Maybe twenty minutes...? Why do you ask?" Vulture yawned, turning off the water with a weak sigh of relief. "Can you pass me a towel?" He pushed one of his hands out of the shower, not daring to push any further than his wrist. "... S-Sure..." Link took a towel and placed it into the taller male's grasp. His hands were trembling and scarred with the faint scent and pale sight of washed up blood.

"... You seem scared." Link stated, biting his lip. "I'm fine, Link... Can you just give me a second?" Vulture grunted, pushing a hand through his hair as the steam began to clean up. Link pulled off his shoes and socks and pulled up his leggings by the slightest bit before pulling open the shower door and stepping into the warm and wet puddles of fresh blood. He looked up at Vulture who refused to make eye contact with him, staring at empty shampoo bottles and overturned razor blades. "... Sean... Do you think I'm upset with you?"

"I'd assume that you're angry with me..."

"... I have no reason to be angry with you."

"Don't act sympathetic just because I slit my wrists and you caught me and now I look all depressed. It isn't the first time..." The taller male grunted, touching each cut and hissing in pain. "... Then I assume it's the second time...? After Red caught you in the penthouse trying to hang yourself-" Link was cut off by Vulture collapsing on his knees, covering his face.

"W-Why did she tell you that...?" Vulture sniffled, tears running down his bright red cheeks.

"Because she wants me to keep you safe... She wants me to take care of you... And I'm going to."

"What? Up until this Friday?" The gang leader sniggered fakely as he spoke. "Stop focusing on Friday. You need to focus on now and now, I'm with you." Link pulled Vulture's hands away from him and lifted his face to wipe away his tears, despite the soaking of his jeans in the crimson liquid dispersing through the shower water.

Vulture nodded, sniffing a few more times. "I hate it when you have to see me like this..."

"Why? Because it isn't like you to cry?"

"... W-Well, yeah..."

"Sean, you can't just hold in tears... It'll build up and break you down and then when you really do let it all out, nobody is there to comfort you..." Link cupped his cheeks and his voice sunk into a whisper as he pressed their lips together to calm him. "... You're just trying to scare me." Vulture threw out a brash chuckle, pulling himself up to his feet after he daintily pulled away. "I'm not trying to scare you. It's more like a warning and a worry." The teen sighed with a shake of his head.

"... A warn-ry?" The gang leader tilted his head as he sniggered.

"Shut up, Venus and get some clothes on."

~~~

"How are you feeling?" Red asked as Vulture lay back with his cat purring and sprawling out across his naked chest. "... Really tired... But not tired... More like, tired of being sad..." The taller male yawned exasperatedly as he spoke, petting the warm animal sat on him. Ivory continued purring before mewing and tapping him several times. "Hm... Guess we'll have to make you some food in a bit, yeah?" He smiled and lifted up Ivory to nudge their noses together. Red shook her head with a chuckle as Link stepped into the room holding a small tray. "You had quite a few teabag tins... So I just took one from the grey tin." He giggled nervously as he glanced over to Red. "Ah, perfect... I could really go for an earl grey tea right now... You know your ways around tea now, I see?" Red grinned, taking her drink from the tray.

"W-Well, I wouldn't say that... It's just a tea bag and boiling water... A-And I didn't exactly know what you wanted, Sean... You mentioned feeling a little upset earlier so I tried this." Link handed a small white teacup to Vulture, which he politely took with a quiet "thank you" as Ivory leapt from his lap. "... It smells good, what is it?" He asked, taking a sip. "W-When I was in Skinned Rabbit, a pregnant woman taught me how to make a particular type of tea. It calms the mind and the stomach, she told me. It was always hard to make and even harder after she passed away but it's a blend of cinnamon, milk, ginger, apple rind and a tablespoon of apple juice... It tastes a little weird at first because of the ginger and the apple but you get used to it..." Link explained warmly, taking his own drink from the tray to quietly sip on it.

"Peach and passion fruit tea... In case you were wondering..." He mumbled, gesturing to his own cup with a single "tap" against the ceramic material.

"I forgot we had that stuff... I can't believe you brought it to Chicago actually... Besides that, how's your tea, Sean?" Red questioned, taking another noisy sip of her earl grey tea.  Vulture had already finished his cup and was snuggled up amongst his bed sheets whilst Link was sat on the floor and Red was sat on the bed ledge. "It was nice... Sorry for my lack of attention that I'm pushing towards you both... The tea is just making me feel a little tired..." Vulture yawned. Red grinned and stood up, taking Link's tray and Vulture's empty mug. "I'll leave you two for the night... Sleep well, my loves... Come on, Ives...!" Red spoke to both boys as she took the dishes out of the room, along with the cat's presence.

Link sighed and stripped himself of his clothing to slide under the bed sheets. His empty mug sat solemnly on the bedside table as his fingertips traced the delicate bumps across Vulture's arms. "... Are you taking care of me?" Vulture asked with a tired chuckle. "... Do you want me to?" Link answered calmly, his fingers burrowing into the taller male's hands. They were practically laced together instantly, entwined with a warm and quiet harmony.

"... Y-Yeah... I-I want you to take care of me..." Vulture whispered, his eyes resting shut.

"... I will, Sean... I promise-" Link was cut off by quiet snores. "... Are you sleeping?" He grunted. "Already? I actually said something sweet to you for once..." The teen shook his head with a click of his tongue before he turned to the other side of the bed to cuddle with his pillow and the corner of the bed sheets.

As Link began to fall beneath the clutches of a deep slumber, Vulture rolled onto him with a groan and buried his head in his neck. "Sean, get off..." Link sighed, pushing him away. The gang leader rolled away, only to then roll back on and tie a leg around the teen's hips. "I love you..." He whispered through his slurred sleep talk, drool dripping from the corner of his lips as his small snores escaped his ajar lips.

Link sighed, leaning into Vulture's sleepy touch. "As you have told me more than once..."

"... I love you, Link..."

"... Yeah... I love you too, Sean."  As soon as the words slipped from his lips, Vulture's eyes flicked open like a frightened butterfly. "... Hm?" He asked. "I-I thought you were asleep-!" Link broke into a terrified panic, jumping out of bed and moving away from Vulture. Vulture smirked with a chuckle. "Well... Your thoughts were incorrect... What do you say, we... Move onto a little something?"

"W-Wait, what? S-Sean, no-!"

"Oh come on, why not? You just told me you loved me, right? And you wanted me to make love to you earlier... Isn't now the time...?" His voice sunk down into a provocative whisper as he slipped out of the bed to crawl over to Link. Link backed away until he was pressed up against the bedroom wall with the lips of the opposing male on his neck. "S-Sean, you promised you wouldn't do this without my consent again-" "Well... One more time wouldn't hurt, would it?"

The teen felt tears brim in his eyes, causing the damned red veins to crawl over his white sclera. The warm water poked his sockets and dragged at his lashes before dispersing over his pale skin. It burnt like a bitch until he felt a sharp pain attack his cheek. "... S-Sean?"  Link looked up after being slapped for practically no reason. "Get with the program, Rookie."

"... R-Rookie? W-Wait! S-Sean, please! P-Please, no-!"

"L-Link-!" Link threw his body forwards, panting with the same dreaded tears running down his cheeks. "H-Hey, are you okay? W-What happened?" He looked around quickly before his eyes met the calming red pair that he had feared only moments ago. His body slumped over and he sighed, laying down in bed again. "... I-I don't know." "... Is it something to do with me...?"

Link turned his head when Vulture lay down beside him and took hold of his hand. "... S-Sean, would you ever take me... Without my consent?" Vulture paused, a little confused. "... What makes you say that? I swore to you after last time that I'd never do it again... Were you having hallucinations about the past?"

"... N-No... I-I just... L-Last night, you were sleep-talking... Y-You kept saying you loved me... A-And when I fell asleep, I heard myself confessing to your love... A-And then you became desperate and needy and you just... Let loose..." Link explained nervously as the taller male leant over him, propping himself up on his elbow. "You know I would never do that... Whether you told me you loved me or you didn't... I'm not going to say that I've done worse... But I don't want to hold down any more guilt..." Vulture glanced away as he spoke, shaking his head.

"Of course not... He was taken by the gang when he was six... His sisters and mother were dragged in too... And then he was brainwashed... They liked his confidence and made him the gang leader when he was thirteen. When he was fifteen, he killed one of his sisters when they tried to knock him out of his brainwashed state... This then led to other gang members murdering his mother and the other sister right before his eyes... He ordered for them to be dead... And he was so young..." Red sighed shakily, tapping her fingers on the leather car wheel as she continued driving.

"When he turned nineteen, he started changing... He developed severe depression, social anxiety, suicidal thoughts, paranoia, PTSD... He doesn't talk about it... But he really should... Have you seen the cuts on his arms?" She questioned, stopping at another red light. "... Y-Yeah... I don't ask about them-" "Link. You need to confront him about it. It'll make him open up to you more and that's what you want, right?"

Link choked on his own thoughts, sitting up to pound a fist against his chest as he cleared his throat.

"That's what you want, right?"

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