Second isn't so bad..right?
That's what I have to tell myself every single night.
Let myself know it's gonna be alright.
I don't understand why I'm not likable..I don't bite.
12'o clock on the dot, midnight.
And I'm thinking about all the things I haven't done right.
I don't steal or lie, and I try not to smite.
Maybe I don't have very good eye sight, but I just can not see why people don't like me.
Do I try too hard?
Am I too loud?
Do I make you laugh?
Have I made you proud?
Am I too sensitive?
Some people say, that I'm overly nice.
But I tell them to think twice.
One day, I wanna be someone's first choice.
I want someone to yell "I love you." In their loudest voice.
I want somone to scream that they care about me.
And for once..it won't be a dream.
If life is all one big scheme..
Where am I along the stream?
Do I not fit In with the theme?
Maybe, it's my low self esteem?
Life is like a football field, and I wasn't picked to be on the team.
Maybe one day, if I am lucky enough...I could find
Somebody to love me, for who I am inside.
won't have to change myself.
Or the way that I act.
Be myself, won't have to distract.
After all...how would they react?
I'm sure they wouldn't like who I really am, so I'll be this person
I'll hide the me that I want to be.
Any maybe, with a bit of luck..
If I keep this up
I could be in first place.
For once, In my life..
Wouldn't it be nice?
If someone really loved me, and didn't care about my face.
I have yet to find such person, I can't find a trace.
To end it off, I think I should say.
I'm a sore loser, and it will never be any other way.