Cameron's POV. (Ellie goulding anything could happen)
Its been three weeks and let's put it this way, I have a stubble and my eyes are black and dark.
I feel so lost now , I feel so miss placed without saige .
I had to go back to america, anyway she doesn't know me so where would I stay?
'Come on Cammie you gotta eat something' Mahogany sighed standing by my bedroom door.
'Don't call me that' I gritted my teeth .
'I'm sorry , I forgot , listen cam , its hard and I know it , one of my best friends doesn't know who I am and ...'
'My other best friend is not happy is another really bad thing in my life , sitting all day isn't gonna do anything for ya'
I groaned. 'I don't want to be with anyone else but her , I love her and miss her'
'I want my saigie pie back , I should've gone to london with her, its all my fault' I shouted at myself.
'No No Cameron, don't blame yourself' she mumbled .
'It is my fault '
'Listen , go shave and wash , we're all going out at taco bell , alright' she smiled patting ym back.
I nodded stiffly.
I'm gonna try .
I do miss my friends , and saige obviously....
After my wash I felt fresh and clean , I shaved using shaving cream.
I put on my clothes and joined the other guys in the lobby.
I came out to see what I missed, Perri and Matt kissing , Aaron and Kenny whisphering stuff and Nash and demi laughing and goofing about.
Man that made me want to cry and run away like a girl!🏃
How can they act like everything's cool when it clearly isnt !!
'Cam , I've missed ya handsome face' Perri pinched my cheeks.
'Missed you too ' I smiled slightly to be friendly.
'Let's go now, my belly is like , gimme food now I want food' Demi giggled holding Nash's hand.
I put my hands in my pockets following the others into the car.
Hopefully this day will go well.
If not then , back to my bed!!☺💤
Saige's POV (tiesto wasted)
Laying at home watching the amazing world of gumball while munching on some cheetos is how I roll☺
I was on my phone looking through some of my old messages until I see some from Cameron.
cameronbae❤: Miss ya babe
Me: miss you too coming back soon❤
I sighed , I really wanted to give it a try and remember him, I want to.
One time I just stood there and looked through photos of me and him . I'm trying to remember.
But I just can't !!
(knock knock)
'Come in' I said shakily .
No one comes in my room I'm used to it locked.
'Hi saige , I really wanted us too talk things through and stuff'
'Get out' I grumbled
'Come on' she sighed
'Reagan!! I said get the fuck out of my house!' I screamed grabbing her hair and pushing her away from me.
I locked the door and started breathing very loudly and deeply.
I held my hair in stress
Why can't my life be simple.
Something's missing
Cameron , I know its him , we look perfect for each other and I could tell I really loved him.
That's how my mum and dad used to look at each other.
In love 💏
I jumped onto my bed and carried on with my munch feast
'Saige!!'
I moaned before stomping downstairs and walking into the kitchen.
'Sweety im off to go Christmas shopping , wanna come ?'
she smiled putting her hair in a ponytale.
'Is Reagan coming' I whisphered biting my lip.
'No of course not , the only reason she's here is because of her dad' she hissed .
'okay , I think I know what I'm gonna get baby Leo , I saw this cute glow in the dark comilian '
'Cool he'll love that' we talked about stuff we could get the family .
'We all know what I want , nothing' I grinned.
'Come on saige , when you were younger you wanted the whole Argos store ' mum laughed.
'That's when I was younger' I giggled putting my seatbelt on.
'You're still my baby girl '