'FEELING'
i feel like dying today
the heavy feeling on my chest won't disappear
no matter how many times i try to swallow it
it stays
pressing
on my chest and knotting in my stomach
i feel like dying today
like i am ready to go on,
even if i have nothing to leave
on this earth so people can remember me
even if my existence seems to have been a fucking waste
i feel like leaving ["for a while?"]
no, i feel like dying today
i feel like jumping off a bridge---
i feel like---
there's this--
i feel like dying---
i feel like i am dying today.
☆
"today i feel
like suicide
tomorrow i
might be
alright—"
song keep popping up in my head when i write lmao.