- 3 Months later -
- Jinyoungs POV -
Waking up hungover could be bad. But what's worse is when the one you love forgets about you completely.
I stumbuled out of bed and into the kitchen where the rest of the members are
"Morning Hyung!" Yugyeom said passing me a plate of food
"I'm your mom" I said scooping rice into my mouth
"You've drinking alot jinyoung don't you think its time to cut down" I turned to jaebum
"I am a prince" I said placing more food into my mouth.
"Your worrying us" Mark said placing a glass of water next to me.
"You guys don't need to worry, I'm fine" they all just sat there and starred at me not touching their food.
"I'm leaving now" I said placing my plate in the sink.
"Where are you going?" Bambam asked chacing after me.
"Im letting go" I said watching him dissapper as the elevator doors closed lowering me.
I made my way to my car and got in.
Where am I going?
I honestly Don't know anymore.
As I contiuned driving I noticed a beach comming up.
I parked my car and got out, made my way down the tiny hill and began walking along side the water.
Everything seemed so calm
The water was clear.
Water
I remember Han river, and sharing chicken with her.
Then eveything from her face to her smile, laugh. I'm remebering us and everything she couldn't help but forget
Suddely I couldn't bear to stand or walk and fell to my knees.
Letting the water hit me and drench me in the sorrow ive been drowning in.
Ive lost her.
I was afriad of this and now I have to accept it?
I can't accept this.... But I have too
I can't feel anything no thought, or sadness
I cant feel my own fear or anger
I sit here feeling nothing
I'm cold and empty.
❝ I'm missing your face
Missing your face
Your eyes only look at me
The lips that kissed me
All of you
I'm missing your face
I miss you like crazy
Come back, remember
Like our first promise
Last forever ❝
A forever with you was all I wanted
But I've not only lost you but I've lost our forever.
So now I'm letting go because
I've failed.
- I am
Letting go -
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Annyeong its author-nim here and I just wanted to say that the youtube video above is something you should Defiently check out!!
Its absoueltly beautifual. Its also inspired this chapter and the words in the " ❝ " are the English translations from Got7s song - Face - in the video above. Its Defiently worth watching (with English captions on) . Thank you all for reading. 😄💓💓💓
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