I know that if I close my eyes I'll see her.
The girl I wish to be.
I know I'm not pretty. You don't have to tell me.
I want to be skinny so I stopped eating.
I want to be smart so I studied more.
I stopped sleeping, the nightmares were just to hard.
I was a goner, I just couldn't catch my breath..
I love you so I changed myself, but in the end I lost everything.
Its time to say goodbye I'll take my last breath and fall into an eternal sleep.
She stairs at the ceiling once again scared to meet his eyes. She walks the hall forcing a smile and laugh.
I'm sorry I'm not a person anymore. Im a problem and I can't be fixed.
Just until my breathing stops. Just until my breathing stop.
I love you.