I'm crying.
I'm actually crying.
I'm so fucking lost.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Who the fuck even am I?
Why am I even alive?
I feel so fucking weak and stupid, I just want to understand who I am but no.
That's apparently too fucking much to ask for.
I don't belong ANYWHERE.
People like me but I don't even know why.
I can't trust myself.
I don't know myself.
And I think I don't like myself either.
What the hell?
I didn't fucking ask for this.