[it actually starts getting good at "goodbye" so u should skip to that chapter ;)]
i feel so alone,
when i walk into a home
i dont even feel safe in
there are some good moments,
but so very few
i walk into my room,
wondering if i should even step out,
But i think,
no, i can do this, right?
nothing is going to happen
Breathe in breathe out,
And I do that for a few seconds,
that turns into days,
going forward into weeks,
months and years.
My mind, soul, and heart are
Shattering, less things too take care of?
Do they even notice how much they effect me, like a knife stabbing me
Over and over and
the pain never stops.
So after that,
It takes me over to a place I dont want to be.
Where everything is just straight out clean,
Until its not.