'BREAKING ME'
there's nothing left for me here
you tore everything away
piece by piece
straw by straw
you untangle me
and then leave me astray
oh, how this oblivion hurts
how it hurts that you can't see
that with every calming word
you stab me in the chest
instead of setting me free
oh how it hurts
that you don't realize
that taking steps back
is hurting my pride
that your progress is wonderful, but it is blinding you too
because since you've made new friends
you left me in the blue
i am breaking here
i've been torn apart
by the voices that tell me to kill myself
and the voices that shut me up
i am breaking here
darling can't you see?
i need your help more then ever,
but i am too afraid to speak
there's nothing left for me here,
you tear all i have away
with your beautiful chaotic mind
you've taken the last piece
and now i'm crumbling
now i'm breaking apart
and the knight in shining armor
has become my angel of death
the knight in shining armor
has left me for dead
☆
i'm going on a hiatus-ish thing, since i'm going away for 4 days to belgium, and after that i have a week filled with tests and important shit at school. so stardust won't be updated for a long time. (or something like that, idk)