i needed a break.
my aunt and uncle were really trying. like, really really trying, and I appreciated it.
but they seemed to be hiding more than just their alcohol.
their side glances at each other, their seemingly fake smiles; it was more than bothersome. it was straight up annoying.
so I told them I was going out, to check out the park down the street. they told me to be careful, since it was after all extremely late at night. I knew what they were going to do while I was gone. it was disheartening to me, really.
i ended up not checking out the park down the street, with me honestly being too glum to walk that far. not thinking much of it, I settled for stargazing on a neighbor's porch. I didn't know in the slightest who the owners were, or if they were still up and were going to charge me for trespassing, but I took the risk for the sake of my mental condition.
my mental condition.
oh how i wished things could go back to the way they were.
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Im Changkyun, who finds the quiet very confusing.
one day, it clears your mind. the next, it makes you contemplate the importance of your own existence.
a strange love-hate relationship.
(I'm soooOOOO behind schedule)