I'm slipping.
All I see around me is darkness,
Even though I know there is light.
I like it here.
It's calm and quiet,
With nobody to break me down again.
What if it could be like this forever?
I see the weapon in my hand,
It's blade so sharp and sweet.
What if it could all fade away,
Into nothing, nothing at all.
Nobody to bother me or hurt me.
What if I just passed, somewhere where that doesn't exist.
What if I could die?
I'll say my goodbyes now,
So I won't have anything to do face to face.
I won't have to explain to the few,
The few who didn’t hurt me.
I love those few, but I still hold this weapon,
This door. This opening for me.
Goodbye…I love you.