John's prov
Where could he be?
Peggy
Me : Is Alex with you?
Peg : No, why?
Me : Can't find him
Peg : Maybe he's with one of his friends
Me : Why would I've contacted you if I thought otherwise?
Peg : Maybe with Aaron?
Me : Why would he be with Burr?
Peg : Aaron Burr is his friend
Me : Fiiiiine
Me : I'll go check
I'll check with Herc and Laf first.
I walk to their dorm. I knock and wait... I knocked again....
Nothing.
I put my ear on the door...
Nothing.
I deside to call them.
No luck.
Fiiiine. I'll go to Aaron Burr's dorm.
I knock on his door.
Nothing.
Where in the world could he be?
Just as I started turning around, Aaron opend his dorm door. "Hi John! Need anything?"
"I need Alex? I mean I uh... Is Alex there?"
Burr looked back into his dorm. "Yo Alex! Your man is here!"
Alex comes out of the dorm. "Hi, John... Bye Aaron." Aaron closes the door.
"Where you here the whole time?"
"Sorry, I should have left a note..." I hug him.
"You didn't even answer your phone. I was worried, Lexi..."
"I... I'm sorry..." I hear soft crying from my shoulder. I led him to our dorm. We sat on the couch. He is still crying softly. I hug him again.
"Shhh... Are you okay Lex?"
"J-John... I am so sorry... I have to... I can't..."
"Lexi..?" I looked into his eyes. "What's wrong?" he looks down. "Lexi..?"
He puts his head on my chest. "There's this thing I need to do... I don't have a choice. I have to do it, but I don't want to."
"Why do you have to do this thing?"
"If I don't, something bad will happen."
"It can't be that bad?"
"I... I'll lose something I really don't want to lose..."
"Lex..." I hug him tighter. "What happens if you do the thing?"
"I'll still lose the same thing I don't want to lose, but the thing will be okay then. The thing will be without me, but it will be okay..."
I don't understand. "How can you lose this thing in both circumstances? What's the difference?"
"One is just better than the other, but both hurts..."
"Lex I don't understand what-"
"-but I have to do it then...right?"
"I'll stay here, no matter what you choice is. I love you, Alexander Hamilton."
"I love you too, John Laurens."
Alex's prov
Damn it John you're not helping! I really don't want to break up with him...but I don't want to lose him... In both situations I lose him...but in one he'll die... Stupid Eliza
Aaron's prov
Mad Woman
Me : So... You threatened Alex into dating you..?
MW : He'll learn to love me
Me : Eliza... You can't just make someone love you
Me : That's impossible!
MW : Then I'll do the impossible
Me : Why are you even doing this?
MW : I love Alex. Isn't that clear?
Me : No. If you truly loved Alex, you wouldn't have done this
MW : Oh really?
MW : At least he knows that I love him.
Me : you can't make someone fall in love with you Eliza! That's impossible!
MW : How many times are you going to say that?
Me : You just can't!
MW : You done yet?
Me : ...
MW : He does love me. He just doesn't know it yet.
Me : You're insane
Eliza's prov
Aaron Burr
Burr : You're insane!
Burr : What happend to the real Elizabeth Schuyler?
Burr : The one who cares about others
Burr : The one who listens to others
Burr : The one that doesn't push others
Burr : The one that wouldn't hurt a fly
Burr : What happend to her!?
She's gone...I'm sorry...
I am broken
I am lost
I am alone
I am a freak
I kill
I torture
I hurt
I've done bad
I am bad
And this side of me is out and about again...
I hate this side of me. I can't control myself.
You can control yourself
You're lying!
Am I? I am you.
No!
It's the truth Liz. I am you. Do you even know why I exist?
Well no. Duh.
Because you are to nice. Like that one nice guy once told you a long time ago. "You can't have goodguys and not have badguys. They balance out the world."
So what? You're seposted to be my bad side?
Yes
I don't believe you. If you where me, and I was you...then I would've known this. You're toying with me.
Well then... Fuck you too.
I need help
Yes, you need me
NOT YOU!
Like I'll let you. You love Alexander. You'll have him soon enough.
But Aaron is right! He doesn't love me and he never will!
Like you said. You're broken. Hi broken, I'm your worst nightmare and your best friend
I hate what or who ever you are.
Then you hate yourself, darling.
I don't believe you!
And I should care about that statement why?
I thought you where a friend...
I don't see why that has to end-
-NO! ...Where are we..?
In your room
"Elizaaaaa! Where are youuuuu?"
Peggy
Yes, that's is indeed Peggy
Don't you dare hurt her!
Calm down, sheesh. I don't kill them, you do. Wheather you kill her or not is up to you.
Maybe you are me...
Peggy opens my room door. She switches on the lights. I am currently sitting on my bed, talking to the voices in my head. She comes in and sits next to me.
"You okay Liza?"
"I don't know..." wait... I'm alowed to speak?
"You know you can tell me anything, right? I am here for you."
"I don't deserve a great sister like yourself or Angie..." I mumble looking down at my lap. I'm still me.
"What makes you say that?"
"I..." the voice is alowing me to speak...wait... Is the voice me..? "I think you should go, Peg... I need alone time right now..."
She huggs me, then leaves.
John's prov
Alex fell asleep next to me. He is so cute.
Fwends
Herc : Heya! The party is in a bit, where are you all?
Laf : I'm helping Pegz, mon amour
Herc : Oh
Laf : You can help?
Herc : YEAH!
Herc : Where are you Jonny boiii and Alex?
John : At our dorm
Laf : Alex is asleep I presume?
Herc : Oh! Pic please!?
John : Fine, just don't come over to take one yourself
John : (
photo)
Herc : Oooooooo
Laf : Please just come over and help us Herc
Herc : Fine
Herc : Only because I love you
Alex's prov
John shakes me awake. "Mmm?"
"Sleep well, Lexi?"
"Yeah..."
"The party is in half an hour. We'll have to get ready."
I still need to finish John's letter... "I need the bathroom." and with that I bolted towards our room, took my writing utensils, and went into the bathroom. After writing for 5 minutes I got a text from Eliza.
Eliza
Eliza : Alex heyyy
Eliza : We are running away together tonight after the party. Then we'll free Theo and dissapear together
I'll never see John again...