I'm sorry... I am so so sorry... I have to... I have to protect you... I... I... I didn't want you to end up like those... those things... I don't want you to die... Please... Please just listen... I don't want you to die like this... like anything... I... I have to... I have to kill you... If I don't... Then... Then you would die more painfully... I don't want you... or our children to... to... to die like that... I wish none of this happened... I'm sorry...
Oh god... what have I done... I... I don't want you to die... die painfully... I love you... I... I'm so so sorry... I... I wish... Wish that there was another way... Why did this have to happen... I... I only want to protect you...
Oh god...
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Why... why did I do it... I'm sorry... There was no other way... I just... just wanted to protect you... I had to kill you... oh god... There are no bullets left... I'm... I'm sorry...
I...
I'm...
I'm sorry...