We don't trust destiny because all that happen in our life is our choices
- unknown ❤
"What are u saying ?! Are u crazy miss jasmine ?!" Sara
Sy tunduk sja. Idontknow anymore.
"Jas listen, you gonna marry with jordan no matter wht ! Why are u keep looking at ur past jasmine ? For god sakee jasmine, jordan is mr right for you ! Ugh " sara
"But sara I don't know anymore." Sy tutup muka sy and cried.
"Shhh.. Look at me jas. There's hopeless. He's already fly to Singapore. If u coming back that's easy to him, he might cheating on u again" sara
And we hug each other.
Jordan massage ❤
'Baby .. '
'Yeah babe ? Do you have something to tell me ? Why don't u just call me ? '
-me
'Tringg'
"Hello bbe ?" Me
"Baby, I miss you" jordan.
Aww he's cute..
"Miss you too bbe" me
"No, you lied" jordan
"Eh" me
"Nah kidding bby" jordan.
"Naughty boy" me
And we become silents...
"Babe ?" Me
I heard someone crying.. Is it him ? Why he's crying ?
"Babe ? Are you okay? " me
Still no answer ..
"Damnitt Jordan what are u doing ? Why are u crying ? Did something happen ? Tell me ! I worried." Me
He took a breath and answer my call..
"I just missing you." Jordan.
I become sad. I love this angle.
"Jordan you know I love you right. Please not here. I want to see you." Me
"Okayy bby. Where r u now ? Still in work ?" Jordan
"No. Home." Me
"Okay. 20minutes" jordan
Call ended ..
After tht, jordan dtg d rumah..
Nasib parents sy okay ja esehh .. Kdg2 apa yg sy rsa smua ni nda betul tp sy pn ada perasaan ba sma jordan. I know sy salah mcm mna jg klau hati yg menentukan.
"Babe come to my room" me
"Okay" he smiled.
Kmi masuk n he sit on my bed.
I standing in front of him n he hugged my waist.
"Babe can u tell me what going on ? Why r u crying ? Hm ?" Me
He started to hug me tight.
"I just I just ... No I love you so much .. Baby" jordan
I sigh oh jordan I love u so much too.
I hug his head n kiss his head.
He looking up at me n I kiss his lips slowly ..
Hubungan sy dgn Jordan okay sja but theres something he really hide from me, its all about darrel.
Darrel ?
I missed him so much
Why ?
I dont know
Pleasee
I need answer !
Someone tap my shoulder makes me a bit jump ..
"Are u okay ?" Jordan
"I'm okay" me. I lied –
"Remember ? Next week is our day baby. Im happy."
Sy angguk ja n smiled.
He hug me tight and kissed my head.
I admit it jordan is the one for me just please let Darrel away from my mind. I'm tired.
Sy dgn jordan sibuk pasal urusan perkahwinan kmi. Our parents pun nasib tolong juga kmi urus even I'm not really going well with Darrel mother. Its sad.
"Baby, come." Jordan
Sy jln pelan tmpt dia
"Yeah bbe ?" Me
"I want u to wear this in our wedding. Do u like it ? Its suit u." Jordan
I look the wedding dress yupss its really pretty. And its look so expensive
"But babe its look ex-" me
He cut ..
"Miss we want to try this one." Jordan
"N-no jordan ?" Me
He chuckles n kiss my cheeks.
"No worries baby" jordan
I smiled at him n go to the fitting room.
As i look my reflection in the mirror i smiled.
Im pretty. Jordan really good at choosing.
"Miss are u ready ?" Said the chubby girl. I nodded n smile.
As the curtain kena buka there's the man who willing to have me to be his wife smiling with a tears on his eyes.
Tears ?
Oh darling he must really happy to see me with what he choose. I'm proud .
He come to me and gently put his hand on my waist.
"I'm really proud to call u as my wife. I love u so much jasmine." He said with the teary on his face. Why he always cry ? Aww poor my man.
"Shhh babe. I love u too." Me
And we hugged.
After 1weeks later ..
Massage from jordan
'Baby i have to tell you somethings tonight. I'll fetch u up.'
'Oh, okayy babe.' Me
'8pm baby'
I keep blanking. Im afraid of my wedding will be held in 5star hotel tomorrow ..
Just like he said, he fetch me and bring me to the where he have been purpose me. Its weird .
I facing the light of the city ..
I like it.
And its make me remembered the last time i could see the one who i love so much the one i hate so much and the one who make me now ..
"Its beautiful." Me
"It is baby." Jordan
I look at jordan he look pale. Is he sick or something ? I worried. I touch his face.
"Are u okay babe ? U look sick" me
He smiled and grab my hand slowly and put my hand on his chest.
"Do u remember the roses tattoo on my chest ? The meaning of the tattoo is you. Everytime u turn me down or I lose hope on getting u back in my life I will make one. But now I think I'm gonna make one again he he" he chuckles.
"Jordan I'm not understand" me
"I know, but one day you will. Look jasmine I love you so much like so fucking much until I learn to let you go. I know u love me but u stuck with him, with my stepbrother, with darrel. The one who u have been in love from highschool. Remember?" Jordan.
He trembling.
I can feels it
"Why jordan ? Why now ? He is my past and u are my future !" Me
He smiles
"Im glad. But u need to go. Darrel need u more jasmine.You two are in love each other. I just blocking your way to your happiness. I need u to go tell to him that u love him and will stay beside him, ja-jasmine, h-he's dying." Jordan
My eyes widen.
No no no its not real !
"What ?!" Me
"That's why I need u to get him. Tell him. I know u love him. Look at your face. Go and tell him. This is the truth he let me to go this far with u because he know he just be a burden to you. I take the chances to get u at my arms because I love you so much ! Here take this" I look at his hand .. Wht ?!
"I buy this ticket for u to go Singapore. Meet him there. I will take care of our wedding. Just please go for him. If u have reach there i will sent my people to get you .. Here take " dia buka tngan sy n dia kasi tutup . dia nangis ..
"I can't " me.
I cover my face with my hand. I cried.
"No please jasmine. Look at me now" he said. Sy angkat muka sy perlahan tngu dia. He looking at my eyes.
"Look at that eyes. Hmm i know I won't be happy with my choices but its about our happines." Jordan.
"Dont speak about damn happiness while u here broken !" Me
He chuckled.
"I will happy if you happy jasmine. Because you r my happiness. My light. My love and more. See ? Youre all the reasons. Go and take him !" He push me gently and i looked down to the ticket. Thank you so much Jordan!
He slowly turn back ..
"Now go.. You don't hv enough time here." Jordan ..
I run to him n hug him from back.
" I love you so much jordan. I meant it " me
Sy pindah p depan dia and smiles
" jordan ! Im not giving up on you !! Stay ! Wait ! And we gonna have our wedding !" My lips press on his lips.
His eyes get widen.
"Of course baby ! Go got him !" Jordan he smiled..
And I run to take a taxi..
Wait darrel .. I'll be there !!!
I love you ..
Guyss I know I'm late on publish part. I got so much to do so, my ideas are lacking again. Well thanks ! And if there's a problem and tell me.
I'm so tired and sleepy asf.
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